Ascension to Higher Dimensions


While Reptilian and Insectoid beings are hiding behind human facades, in this AI simulated matrix we believe to be earth, there are numerous other star-beings in our multidimensional universe. I would not have believed in existence of reptilian and insectoid humans unless I was shown who they are right before my eyes and my third eye stimulated further by other higher beings who are channeling constant guidance.

Some humans claim to be of alien origin. By alien they are not indicating they are from other planets from where they flew into this planet on a spaceship hidden in their parking lot. They probably talk about being of multidimensional origins from other physical planets or locations that exist where there are different ways of living, different bodies, different energy altogether.

As I write I feel a knock on my left ear to receive information and often a voice will dictate things to me or correct my writings most thankfully as I am not well travelled to so many dimensions as these masters are and I am solely dependent on their guidance for now,having not left this planetary matrix myself as yet to witness other dimensions elsewhere, except for contact with the masters who know better.

They have stated at times numerous other star races names: Sirian, Pleidian. Lyran, Arcturian and many other star-systems or constellations from where beings may manifest into our reality either in multidimensional travels or simply telepathic contact. I have been repeatedly reminded that I am not from here and this is not my ‘home’. When asked where – I have heard heard Pliedian goung to Sirius B. I was told that these other planetary races all have atomic numbers – that is they are not just spirit beings but have physical existences and locations as well.

Besides this I was shown some demons, who are ruining our reality show on earth by sending negative vibrations and fear based thoughtforms into our aura to pull us down and keep us paralysed into unhealthy relationships, abusive situations, and with those people who are evil – whose spirits they operate within. Within three years from being trained to communicate and rebuke 35 such demons with help of Ascended masters such as IAM, and being given their exact names alphabetically and phonetically of 35 demons within appx 30 mins of contact on my birthday in 2017, i found they all related to my relationships. I found that my need to break free from unhealthy patterns of control, as all of those demons were operating in the reptilian and insectoid lifeforms of police, legal systems, government systems and some people around me currently that are attempting to severly control me and prevent ascension. These are not ascended beings or masters but fear based energies and spirits who lower our frequency in variety of ways and to free ourselves from them is one of the keys to ouor ascension. Through meditation and breathwork when our kundalini is awakened, we can see these demons and begin to learn how to deal with them.

Most of the time it was Ashtar team, Jesus Sananda and Archangel Michael who were rebuking demons multidimensionally. Contact with these ascended masters began in 2016 when I was asked to choose a person to leave the matrix with (which of course is my sister (I was given a hint after being shown pictures of the ascended masters Ashtar and Sananda that I am supposed to choose someone who knows about the matrix). This was after an earth healing ritual and crystal grid I had prepared with numerous types of crystals to invite ascended masters, archangels and multidimensional beings for earth healing when the Syria wars had been escalating in the past.

Of course I was already meditating a lot, seeing a purple floral pattern all the time in the sky in thought free state and wondered if I am in a hologram, a torus. If spells and magic work and tarot is always right, there has to be something like a program, a mind-based reality we are in. I gradually turned from plant based to ethical vegan by learning more about it and wondered if Vega is the planetary system to ascend to. I also notice the similarity between Syria and Sirian word besides Vega and Vegan. Hence I am being honest and open about the possibility that all planets and planetary sub-systems may have connection with the mental simulation we are projecting in our universe or multi-verse and possibly higher dimensional dreamworlds are also being manifested from within through the Self, hopefully more positive, non-violent and serene systems where we can feel more at ‘home’ as we ascend from the current ‘toxic’ simulation.

Messages are being sent through various areas of the body, ears, smell, hair, heart, tongue, throat, stomach, toes, every twitch, scratch, tingle is a communication giving out a clear and accurate guidance through hand-gestures besides direct radio transmission. Thee Ascension symptoms are not solar flares affecting us, but masters contacting us through mediumship. Various clair-senses are awakened until there is 24×7 contact. Living eco-friendly, vegan, healthy, celibate and meditative life is core to ascension and awakening else we will simply be like any other spirit medium.

At times I have felt a portal being opened through my fourth eye just before I wake up and I can see many galactic stars as if I am travelling multidimensionally. I hear my own voice talking to me and supporting me in being free of earthly illusion, as if I were in a ship that is travelling through a wormhole. This ascended version of myself has thoughtfully closed most of my tarot and healing workshops and reading sessions so that I can focus on personal ascension and freeing myself from the hologram where we are living and working for now in illusion.

Besides this there were other beings who felt neutral, two men and one woman who had many wrinkes, I had seen once, had amazing music playing in the background when they contacted me – healing sounds (possibly Celtic) but they were resembling humans and said – ‘earth healing, I have heard that term a few times’, as if they were not of earth. I saw myself made to connect with them through some special headphones in a very lucid dream bordering on Virtual Reality. They may be ascended humans living in other higher dimensions in spirit form and connecting with those who are interested in healing this planetary reality which is of course a guided simulation.

Through sufficient third eye concentration we can manifest anythng, any person, any kind of event in this dream world – this illusion. This is not something to use for wealth, fame or entertainment but something to free ourselves from.

Star races: Insectoids

Among star races those upon earth are frequently of insectoid and reptilian energy. Some of us wonder why we find it so very difficult to ‘fit in’ to this world or connect with other human beings. While you may think you are talking to a human being you may be actually interacting with another specie altogther hidden behind a human enclosure.

Insectoid races:
If you have ever wondered why our human world is increasingly intolerable and fails to make any sense whatsoever, we need to take a closer look at our neighbours and the general public around us. Inspite of the best efforts reasoning would still fail with these beings due to the fact they are simply not of human origin. Infact most of these are insectoid races and merely programmed to have a human body and human life around us. They are ethically neutral and interested only and only in the welfare of their kind while dilgently working hard everyday to look after the matrix.
While reptilians are in controlling positions, insectoids are more likely to obey and work as per commands within the system in the matrix of earthshan, the hologram within which we find ourselves. Most people in the matrix are programs running over our lives and completing their own life-cycles with their casual existences around us.

Insectoid beings are populous in number and keep the hollow system functional. Unlike eye catching reptilians, insectoids can often be ignored due to their humility and modest profiles. They often lack huge egos.
In multidimensional spaces they perform work for reptilians and comply wth orders. For example, Grey aliens are insectoid beings who conduct tests and surveys on spaceships and resemble the typical alien green people in popular alien imagery of close encounters. They have large eyes who look through you discerningly, and small mouths that are often silent. They make good use of information technology for example interpreting various languages though babble decrypters as I have seen and heard quite clearly in very lucid encounters. They are also good at gadgetry such as subcutaneous implants or chips through which we are tracked and traced in the matrix without realising it. If you have one you might feel hot around your ears where you are normally implanted, especially back of earlobes. (Note: your other body outside the matrix hologram simulation is the one implanted with, the current body is only simulating itself based on your thoughts and programs, so no need to go about looking for implants surgically, even if one appears it is a manifestation of mind and not necessarily the real implant, however you will feel it spiritually and will begin to remember).

Insectoid aliens can be recognised by their traits even in human form. Having seen many of them in this lifetime, such as my son’s playmates, and a few government servants. By noticing my lucid dreams and astral travels, as well as consciously being ‘shown’ who people really are through various clair-senses, extended sensory perceptions, I can safely say Insectoids are normally well behaved citizens who look decent in appearance and pleasant in complexion. Their hair is neat and tidily collected around their face. They have straight nose and features. Their lower lips might protrude a bit outwards and upper lips inwards.

These beings are good listeners. They love travelling and moving about in superspeed. They have restless energy. Their eyeballs can move about fast. They are great at scanning information and collecting impressions, or even mushrooms. They can be blind to things they are not interested in but ponder over things they are keen on finding.

They are good workers, both on computers and on foot or driving. They also drive the economy and form majority of the workforce. They are usually collared workers. They may not be very brilliant academically although clever and quick thinking. Policemen are examples. Others are good in looking for food, foraging and scavenging for what they can find. They could also be social workers whose task is to check out how others live. They are curious and calm with sharp antennaes to sense the situation. They are excellent teamworkers. Their heads move from side to side as they try to figure out and adjust to the place or location they are sent to. They can also be great care workers or health professionals.

They come in various sizes with different traits in their human forms. Their heads bop up and down while talking or listening. They can purse their lips while thinking or eating. Their nostrils are narrow usually. They have many sub-forms and species.

Mantis beings are insectoids who are rather tall and handsome in human form with long legs, high cheekbones and pouty lips. Their heads stretch up and down while talking to you. One of them whom I had the opportunity to meet seemed to have rather tall demeanour and a clever mind with innate wisdom and constantly asked me to focus on ‘how I am feeling’. He also created very unearthly sounds from his voice, the frequency of which was certainly not understandable, and he did exactly as he was shown he would a few years ago in a very lucid premonition.

Arachnids are spiderlike beings who move from one side of the space to another at great speed. Their blank eyes can stare at you as they speak with their chins tilted downwards, even in human form. My son’s 4 and 7 year old ‘human’ friends were recently revealed to be of this specie.

Some insectoids have wings in their multidimensional forms and confused with playful fairy beings. In human forms they can sing well although in artificial intonations and not always from the heart.

Spiritually they are from the realms of the Biblically themed Bael, archdemon who is a matrix program connected with insects, also called ‘lord of the flies’.

When they are near you in human form you might feel scratchy and itchy for no reason whilst you sense their presence physically or telepathically connect with them astrally in receiving a guidance or messages about them.
Although valued in the system they seem to lack empathy at times, working purely through reasoning rather than feeling. They have excellent telepathy and will often speak and write exactly what you were thinking as they report to their seniors. They sometimes try to help or assist others who convince them through friendship, favours or bribes in a corrupt system. Insectoid beings like reptilians and will go out of their way to help them even if they are wrong, although they sympathise with the victims.

However they seldom lie and are obliged to do what they are told, hence can sometimes be made to do things they actually and quite regretfully feel is not right. They can disclose facts gracefully or hide them.
They have simple lives. As acquaintainces they may lack depth and be superficial in their lifestyle, living mostly for food and routine chores of day to day living. They may not always have tidy or well kempt homes and may not always enjoy bathing.

They can sometimes seem unemotional and at times rude, for example Centipides who keep moving on regardless of how others feel around them and lack responsiveness. However they are emotional and caring towards those who need their help or support. They love taking responsibility and are highly committed to their schedules.

They love nibbling on fruits and vegetables although they enjoy all kinds of food both vegan and non vegan. They are good at sensing and smelling food items and may be seen to salivate at times. They also have cough and colds. Some of us find them repulsive while others are comfortable and relaxed in their presence.

They are found in all walks of life as diligent and well meaning servants of the eco-system/ hollow earth/ AI system that is running the show on holographic earth. They are seldom interested in ascension although they may obey religious and ascended masters ferverishly. Insectoids can pull you down temporarily by engaging you in earthshan matrix to deter you from ascension through day to day stress and strain of routine life or paperwork and at times they take over your life with their constant although shortlived presence.

Star Races: Reptilians

A lot of people are talking about star races, starseeds and multidimensional beings as well as the much misunderstood terms – ‘aliens’ on earth. While we think we are humans, we are actually having other dimensional personalities beneath our human skins and bodies. Our spirits are intergalactic and multidimensional. When we leave our planet earth which is a hologram (mental illusion) by going even deeper into our heart centre for ascension, we might unite with our true star families who may not be our current family members. This short series of articles that follow is an attempt to elucidate some of them.

Reptilians:

A few of the commonly noticed beings on earth are reptilians. On having seen one of them clearly (been shown their appearance and characteristics by the masters) and with the benefit of having at least one very close family member in this lifetime (my cute son I am told is an amphibian hybrid), and some friends who are reptilian, I can explain how they are. A lot of this is being channeled and the rest based on what I have observed with help of the masters. More may be added later as more is explained to me.

If you have the gift of clairvoyance, or when you are ready to leave the matrix and all veils are lifted away you may be able to see the star races directly beneath human appearances. On being shown one of them by more advanced beings, I can only say they appear beautiful, with shiny iridescent scales. The colours I saw were greenish blue, purple, golden yellow among others in one of them. They have diamond shaped hearts within. They lack wings.

How to Identify them in human world:

They would move their heads and necks a lot with sweeping gestures while talking even in their human form. They move around fast even in their human body. One of them that I saw appeared as if he was gliding gracefully on ground. They may have soft or wavy or curly hair and glowing complexion and love beautification. They have long thin eyes. They have long eyebrows. Their chins are firm. They nod their heads while listening. Their eyes can become rounded, shine and glint unnaturally when excited or expressing a point in argument when they seek to influence you, or they can roll their eyes upwards in disapproval. Their lower lips are shorter than upper and their lips are well aligned together and with their chins.

They will have exceptional level of intellect, rational and highly educated. They are eloquent and well mannered, possibly well dressed in high profile positions in society. They will have expensive tastes. They like desk jobs where they can rest their legs in human form.

They wear many masks. In other words, they are shapeshifters who can change their voice, their tonality, their presentation, speech and attitudes to suit their objectives in human form. Spiritually they may be shapeshifting into a variety of other creatures of beings, example I saw one shapeshift into a rat.

They are charming personalities who can hypnotize you with their skills, talents and behavior. They can be wonderful actors and charismatic celebrities. They can bring life into parties and groups and often command attention. They are natural born leaders. They are often proud. While dancing they swing and sway to tunes gracefully and move or glide their entire upper body – chest along with shoulders sideways or in front. They love entertainment media, music, cinema and video flims and they agree with what they see in news or advertising. They enjoy massages, especially lower body (legs, feet) and hair.

On the negative side they are skilled liars and change their colours as they please and it may be hard to trust them. They also like controlling others most of the time and do not take no for an answer. They align well with each other. Reptilians are highly sexual and affectionate with those of their kind although they can turn against each other temporarily in disagreement. They can shed false tears to control you. They are sexually controlling against your will. They seldom repent. They could have false smiles when they stretch their lips sideways or they could arch their lips downwards to express false sorrow.

Spirituality: They are most likely to be magical for manipulating energy superficially. They are not always likely to be healers lthough they may be prayerful and adherent to their religions or philosophy and highly observant of their faith. They can at times be psychic with strong minds for wish fulfillment through third eye powers or concentration. They can control others with their third eye. They are more likely to use masculine, solar Pingala naadi to get what they want instead of feminine lunar or Ida naadi for intuition and receptivity. When they receive something they keep it and hold on to the energy instead of sharing freely. They dislike wasteful expenditure that does not result in equivalent benefit to them. They like non verbal commands.

Spiritually many of them are under the command of Satanel, the matrix ‘God’ who has taken us out of vegan garden of Eden and into the second more evil carnovorous matrix and given us organised religion and its other left handed counterparts such as the aghora, sensual tantra, ceremonial magic and satanism although some may be positive in disposition.

Symbolically they represent the reptilian brain (which is unconsciousness, fear based energy) and the kundalini which is coiled like a serpent and not awakened but used for personal gain or exploitation of the planet.

Food choices: Eggs and meat, although a lot of them gravitate towards vegan alternatives. They love taste and variety.

Collective behavior: As a group reptilians and insectoid races have dominated the planet for millenia. Most of the new age science and inventions that have led to rapid industrialisation and control of land, fuel, minerals, farms, animals and rapid deforestation is credited to reptilian created systems. Our churches, legal system, economic system, expoitative authorities, training systems such as schools and higher education, corporate systems and police force are controlled by them to keep people obedient to thir rules. They often guard the doors to freedom from the matrix as it is in their best interest to keep us occupied in the constant struggles of life such as poverty, homelessness, job insecurity, food insufficiency, fear of punitive action from authorities – these are tools that help them feel empowered. They feed on the energy of their victims if they are on the evil side. However a lot of them are very nice and positive beings too, who are possibly ascended spirits or masters, and those human reptilians who can help us when we need their support in creating a new and more just or fair system. Upon ascension we can sometimes receive their energy and expert guidance in higher dimensions.

Their other relatives include hybrid races such as semi aquatic or amphibious reptoids, as well as related races such as Draconians, Lizards, Dinoids among others.

The Religious and Spiritual Hollow-Grams

New Age Spirituality and False Gurus have fooled us to believe that we need to accept all religions, all faiths, harmonise with the whole world, accept all there is, be blissful and so on. What we really need is people who call a spade a spade and are not ashamed to expose the stupidity, lies, evil and hollowness hidden in our religions and spiritual systems – control programs to keep us in the Matrix.


1. Monotheism: That ‘God’ – yes, that one who says Love me, you shall love God with all your heart and soul…etc etc…That God. Pure narcissim. Such a ‘God’ has created a world out of his mind (let there be Light, then he made earth, sky, stars) and then placed humans and put life into us (animations, puppets) who will be controlled in a Matrix (Eden, the vegan matrix where we ate fruits except that one forbidden mystery fruit) and then be contacted by an even more evil spirit (Satan) who will send us down into an even worse reality (Matrix 2) where we are banished from Eternal Eden and placed into a non vegan matrix which is where we all are. This God has come into our human society as a Jesus who will teach us things about how to love God and each other (strictly a human centric God), and grant us entry into a Heaven (another Matrix 3) if we love Him and follow his commandments, or into a Hell (Matrix 4) if we do not love Him and do not obey his rules….then what the Hell…he must be the Devil. Need more proof – just read the Bible and Koran and read it well – the number of horrible things, rape, violence, slavery, war, terrorism and crimes in those disgusting books is unbelievable. Which one should I quote and which one not to quote. Reading even one of those books is like reading a horror novel, one that gives you many nightmares, and children are made to read them.

2. Pagans: Thse Gods and Goddesses, yes those ones, who are of many forms, Yin and Yang, good and bad, male and female, those Gods and Goddesses, are also different imaginations of human ego. We attribute to them those things our vanity permits. Parvati is bathing in her privacy and fears being exposed, she creates a boy magically and asks him to protect her as her son and Shiva wants to enter the bathroom as it is his ‘right’ to see his wife naked, when stopped he kills the little boy by beheading. Then on hearing the boy was their son he kills an elephant by beheading and places his head on the boy’s body. How charming our religious fables are indeed. Krishna used to eve tease women and steal their clothes when they went bathing in river so they had to run out naked. How wonderful the imagination of MEN who create such Gods for us to worship and such Goddesses who will love such Gods – unconditional love – and be of service, bestowing abundance and children to them as Laxmis, protecting them as Kalis, giving them knowledge as Saraswatis. Men will get to be their charming abusive and sexually dominant self and women will worship that penis that is supposed to be their divine symbol that impregnates them and bathing it in milk of raped cows. Laxmi who massages feet of a sleeping Narayana. Rama who hunts deer. Western pagans are no less, placing the horns of killed animals, reindeers, antelopes, on their head, in their drunk ectsatic ritual, emulating ancestors who knew no better. Hedonism at its best. Religions of vanity, ego and pride where we celebrate the dominion of humans and wear animal skins and feathers of birds we have killed, beating thir skins as if we are back in the stone age in the name of shamanic, pagan ritual, Wicca, seasonal festivals for eating and using earth and harvesting it for food.


3. Meditation: Yes that meditation, one in which you simply turn off the TV, switch off from the ‘world’. Stop interacting with others. Ignore the fact that someone ate someone else for breakfast once again. Close your eyes and meditate. Just be at ‘peace’ and feel the ‘inner bliss’ and be home in your own self. Let go. Leave everything to that mystery man – God or woman Goddess who will solve all the worldly problems indeed – as if they ever have. Just be drunk, yes I said DEAD DRUNK in your own breath (maybe a few mushrooms or drugs too). Breathe in the bliss, breathe out the trouble. Be happy because that is your biggest goal in life. Sleep, dream, listen to lullabies that bring you closer to deeper and deeper apathy, where you feel nothing – for this is heaven within yourself. You are a divine being of love and light and you need to sleep (love yourself). Yes that meditation. There is no awakening there. No realisation, nothing except oblivion. No feeling, sensing, escaping the prison we are in, no awareness that we are controlled, in a simulation. Instead it is all about making us BELIEVE that this world is ok, we are ok, and all is well, and we need to be HERE in THIS world, and accept it – this simulation, this artificaial AI reality. That meditation.
When I see my friends arguing with a simple fact – that we are in a controlled programmed reality, that it is not truth, that we need to find a way out of this control program, the matrix system – they will passionately argue that I need to be like I used to be, my old self. The one who believed in all the above three spiritualities. The one who wrote books about them. The one who I will never be again. The old Me.

Six Ways to Free Yourself from Domestic Abuse

In the human world one of the most common crimes is also one of the most underreported ones. Domestic Abuse. Primarily associated with partner crimes and violence against women and children, domestic abuse is common in almost every nation of the world as a gender liked crime, although sometimes men claim to be victims too.

Most of the times cultural norms and family expectations force people to be mute witnesses and victims, having little or no way to escape once in a domestically abusive family situation. So how does one free oneself from the dramas:

  1. Being Aware: In schools and colleges we learn a lot of things but not always those things that matter. We are infact abused and controlled throughout our schoolage by parents, teachers and relatives and for most of our lives we remain unaware of the fact that we have been abused. For example control and coercion is not always recognised as abuse although it is fairly common. We are taught about academic subjects that help us join the workforce and contribute to the economy and not necessarily those things that help us evolve into better humans, such as self respect, respect to others, consensual sex, sexual and reproductive freedom, human rights and child rights. We all need to complete basic education and courses such as The Freedom Program. Learn about all aspects of domestic abuse, its signs and symptoms such as economic abuse, financial control, dowry, forced marriage, mental harassment, sexual control and coercion, physical violence, emotional abuse, blackmailing, threatening, turning children against you, revenge through cross allegations made once you report crimes, blaming, denial and minimising abuse, lack of empathy and physical or mental control.
  2. Learn about Laws: Laws concerning gender, crimes, domestic abuse and marital rape differ from nation to nation. In some countries such as India marital rape is still not illegal. On some countries such as those in middle east, women are punished for simply refusing to cover up their body or face or flogged. Hence the laws themselves abuse women and control them in ghastly ways. Depending on the country you live in you can decide to educate yourself of the laws and if they are regressive you can find ways to leave the country through higher education and start new chapter or find support in gaining some independence. Activism and joining movements to liberate other victims like you can help create social change. Human laws are impermanent and can be altered to evolve with times. Writing to government agencies and ministries and signing petitions can also help in initiating change through advocacy.
  3. Be Independent: Financially and emotionally women and taught to have a man in their life and get married in many cultures. These are the same cultures that value childbirth and use women for reproduction and as sexual slaves or domestic workers within marriage. Household chores, childminding and sex are the roles attributed to women in these societies where marriage is highly respectable and being a mother is seen as the highest role for a woman, especially producing a male child. It is time to shun such conventions. If marital rape and domestic abuse are norms in your country then it is advisable not to get married in such a culture or with a man from this kind of an upbringing and to focus on career or personal and sexual freedom. Women more often than men are not always interested in sexual subjugation and physical relationships, and value deeply emotional connections instead of sexual ones. In human world, unlike rest of nature women have considerable bleeding in periods and PMS although other species have very little or no bleeding. We are also forced to mate more often than needed as per our once a month ovulation cycles would normally permit and to continue being sexually active even after menopause. This is because of the ‘matrix’ brainwashing women through media to be sexual beings in service of men who control them making them feel stressed, feel less in power of their inner self and disconnected from nature.
  4. Spirituality: It might seem off the topic but having an interest in spiritual rather than physical, material and sexual aspects of life can be very liberating from a karmic perspective. Being engrossed in relationship entanglements, family dramas, property battles and children will not allow us to meditate and develop our ascended powers. New age, occult and tantric ideologies sometimes confuse us to follow a ‘balanced’ path of material, spiritual, sexual and sensual enjoyment as a part of new age spirituality. This is simply another trap in the matrix that wants to control us and keep us entangled in daily life maya. The path of ascetic spirituality is a celibate path and not one of sensual temptation that is simply the matrix controlling us and creating illusions in the hologram through five senses. Once we are domesticated it becomes very difficult to seek liberation from the matrix as we are continually forced to earn money, follow conventional lifestyles and live for our children who are forced to grow up in the same system of the matrix as we did instead of learing off the grid, spiritual and eco-conscious ways of life.
  5. Visualise and Manifest: Your mind creates your own illusion of life and by thinking and visualising a certain situation you put energy and intention into it. However you also need to clear and cleanse the negative programs in the background, in your chakras and in your inner energy field where your memories, emotions and karmic baggage is stored. Very important is to get rid of the false ideologies that keep you engrossed in victimhood, ideas about ‘being compassionate towards abusers’, ‘accepting people and continue being with them’, ‘making peace with your circumstances and accepting the way things are as unchangeable’, ‘trying to meditate and stay calm if someone is abusing you’, ‘being vulnerable’, ‘allowing people to be themselves around you and do as they will even if they harm you or others’, ‘showing your other cheek’, ‘forgive and forget’, ‘unconditional love of others and not yourself’, ‘giving not receiving’, ‘visualising that others have changed instead of visualising a change in your situation’ and so on. These false beliefs do not serve us.
  6. Establish evidence: Domestic abuse agencies, police, social workers, media articles as well as training programs will always encourage you to report crimes and ‘come out with it’. This is sadly not something that always results in your being supported as a ‘victim’ once you report the crimes. The police and courts will want evidence of crimes and this is not just your reports or that of your children who are witness or victims. The law demands third party witnesses who have directly seen crimes and recorded evidence in most cases that are very difficult to obtain because they happen behind closed doors. If you just run away after reporting domestic abuse or rape, you are liable to suffer the hardships of legal battles over child custody and property later on unless you reach an out of court settlement with the abuser which is impossible if they are of unreasonable behavior and selfish as may be their family members. Hence in many cases you need to collect photographs of injuries or use spy cameras wherever possible and also talk to neighbours, medical professionals and family friends so that they can report incidents overheard or seen by them promptly as soon as they take place else the same will not be accepted if delayed by a long period of time. If there is no evidence the only way to be free yourself is to remove yourself from the unhealthy relationship where you can never be found again by the culprit and change your identity which is not always possible if you are a public person or have an established business or career and not enough support in moving away. Even if you do go to a refuge or take support of relatives, you still risk the prospect of stalking and harassment once abusers try to find your whereabouts using law, especially if you have a child they have parental responsibility of.

Here are some modern technologies that can assist you in evidencing this heinous crime and being free from a legal and long term perspective which can help limitedly based on the laws of your land.

Top Ten Tips on Leaving the Matrix

1) We do not need toothpastes and toothbrushes – we can use licorice sticks, cinnamon sticks, neem sticks to clean teeth.

2) We do not need a single shampoo, soap, or detergent product, just sopanuts are all purpose cleansers.

3) We do not need a single piece of furniture. We do not need wooden tables, chairs, cupboards, because we can sit on floors, sleep on ground and sit cross legged. It is the unhealthy western lifestyle and diet that makes people obese and unable to sit without chairs and sleep without beds.

4) We do not need so many fashion items, clothes, accessories, jewellery – we need just a few clothes, handmade, second hand, natural fabrics are best. Bye bye washing machines because less is more.

5) We do not need to ruin our skin and hair with cosmetics and chemicals. My skin had and hair were ruined when I was shooting for The Chair episodes because of makeup and hairstyling.

6) We do not need printed books, papers and pens. We need digital technology products to be made eco friendly and without animal products.

7) Obviously we have no need for television, video games, cinemas, tablets, other stuff that is purely unrequired and causes headaches. With focus on meditation and telepathic powers we have no ned for outside info-tainment.

8) We do not need burgers, chips, sausages, tikkas, kebabs, pizzas, cakes, tea, coffee, alcholol, smokes, drugs. We need only simple fruits and fruit like vegetables. Have you ever seen an ape having a problem with bananas and tomatoes? Ergo, we do not need cooking range, ovens, microwaves and fridges. We do not need to kill animals or take their breastmilk or ovulation/ periods for our nutritional requirements. Trust me we are just apes gone mad, ruining our planet to extinction. It is a crime.

No government is going to tell you this. They only want you to keep buying, keep selling, things you do not need because we have built a stupid system that is designed for profit by exploiting the planet and getting us so busy earning money we have no time for meditation.

They have designed a system built on artifical human laws, machines that run this system with zero intuition.

They want us to get married, have children and keep adding to the army of slaves that serve them. If we all meditate and stop thinking of sex and relationships, we will be ready to ascend by focusing on who we are and finding the way out of the matrix. Our schools and colleges end up teaching children the same things taught before to keep us enslaved in job and profit system.

But those who are slaves of maya, the matrix will never let you know that. They will tell you there is no way out. That we just have to bow down and accept everything, and be ‘normal’. But are we normal? Look and humans and look at nature. There is nothing ‘normal’ about us. More importantly if nature is also an illusion created by the AI matrix program with fibonacci series encoding, we need to find our way out of it, and fast.

Our Un-Real E-state

Why are we not able to grow our food?

One simple answer – land shortage..
But is there really a land shortage? Or is this a lie?

Why in UK are there so many large parks, gardens and farms with nothing but empty space and grass, decorative trees and decorative flowers? In some other countries we have people living on streets with tall buildings around them lying empty.

All that land can be used to plant countless fruit bearing trees and plants, vegetables that people can eat while living on the same land in eco friendly little homes?

Why don’t they do that?

Because they want to have shops for us to purchase food from, and if we had free food there will be no need to go shopping.

If we had free land the rich will not own real estate and profit from mortgage and rent.

The government is not here for the people, it is here to protect bilionares and businesses that are based on profits.

Did you know that most of the land on earth is usurped by the elite who control animals and breed them to death for supplying meat and dairy – why do you need animal meat and dairy? Most of the biggest czars in the world own very large cattle ranches and farms, besides hunting grounds , fossil fuel, mining and other estate. It is all about exploiting earth and usurping everything you want at your will just because you claimed ownership. Nature has not given us the right to do that, we have simply done it thousands of yers ago through our aggressive mentality due to our human ego and ‘can do anything’ attitude. The biggest of our problem being misuse of our planet for animal ‘agriculture’.

Instead of real plants we have industrial plants, primarily meat and dairy factories. This is not normal.

You can simply get plant milk at home and you don’t even need milk, you are not a breastfeeding infant. No other animal feeds on other mammals milk after the initial infancy phase of life. Why are humans so brainwashed since childhood to demand for milk? Need milk for desserts and recipes – blend soaked nuts or beans at home.

Why do you need animal meat? You can make everything you want with plant meat? Infact raw vegetables and fruits was always the actual diet designed for humans.

It is NOT natural to crave for burgers, sausages, cakes…because the way humans were designed in nature originally was to pick fruits and eat fruit like vegetables with their hands as they are what nature provides us. Why do we really want to cook and spoil them at all?.

Did you know we do not actually have a human poulaton problem? We are only less than 8 billion humans but appx. 80 billion land animals are killed each year.and more and more bred again…it is mind boggling….and this is for food alone.

So much land wasted, uselessly to kill animals and then breed them again, when it can be freed up to grow trees, fruits and vegetables, returned to nature.

Why should not each and every one of us have our own home and garden to live and grow food in, free land and free vegetable patch to sleep, eat and live in?

Why do we have to pay rent or buy land at all?

There is more than enough land for all humans on earth and for all wild animals to coexist. We do not have a population problem. We have a political problem linked deeply with an artificially simulated food system.

In ancient history humans have started hunting, become territorial, killed each other to grab land so that they can enslave animals on it and consume animals. This has continued to date through wars and through British empire spreading all over and colonising the planet. This is plain and simple history, a story taught to us since childhood.

These reptilian monarchs who are owners of most of the land on earth, may resemble but are not human at all. They are demons, programs in the Matrix, this AI controlled simulation where we are trapped in a financial reality – one based on income, profits, trading, spending, buying.

This is not natural but artificial reality. While we think we are on earth we are actually in a simulation, a mental program where thoughts become things and one we are unable to escape because of our dependence on the system, because we need housing, shelter, food and need to work our ass off to earn the money to pay our bills. This is a dreamworld where we are all prisoners.

While we believe we have a body on earth and are alive here, we are actually in our simulated body with fragmentation to appear as many individuals, just like in a dream where there are many people and many things happen but it is only our MIND.

For all we know we are in a pod somewhere, our real body being this one person, plugged into the matrix computer system, trapped in this AI controlled true-man show where mind generated computer images in multi-sensory format are playing out as our life, all in fractal coding. Crystals, plants, waterbodies, clouds, planets, galaxies, blackholes…all being a simulation of mathematical code – of fractals holographically generated. But we on so called earth are engangled in our personal relatonships, and worried about survival due to a financial system that is controlled by reptilian programs that seem to rule the world. Thus we are unable to think beyond our basic necessities, food, sleep, housing and when we do accomplish the basics we get entangled into law of attraction based prosperity, relationships and sensory goals.

The matrix has taught us that we need to focus on having a stable, comfortable and happy life in this matrix., when it is not even air that we are breathing, or food that we are eating. It is all pure fractals and holograms and we are not awakening in any kind of real world until we realize this.

But we are afraid, very very afraid, to break the rules of the physical world because of social and family rules, because we are looking after children and households, because we are all in very deep simulation based on our fear of letting go.

This is our only problem.

Post Pandemic: Lessons from Covid-19

With Covid-19 and relaxing of lockdowns, we all have simply adjusted to the ‘new normal’ as cities plan to crawl back to life and public begins to move again. Everyone wants to wash hands and wear masks, but is this all we have learnt? What about the root cause of the epidemics and infections, how can we get rid of this problem from the root and clean up our planet for good? Why are we letting the authorities and media sweep the truth under the rug and exploit it merely to sell more masks, drugs and vaccines to us?

Here are the top six sources of infections we need to learn and educate others about, so please feel free to copy and share this post widely:

1. Droplets: Droplets from humans are a major source of infection, masks are necessary. simply because all the germs from animal farms and animal foods have been absorbed into humans and most people are infected already. These germs started spreading widely over 11000 years ago with advent of animal farming (besides garbage), and have mutated to the extent we don’t even realize that now they are no longer linked with animals and spread from human to humans. Each time we talk to someone or are next to someone there can be a droplet infection, for example on our dinner tables, in cafes, in parks or home and masks help only to a limited extent. But droplets are not the only source. It is also our water, air, soil …and our diet that is heavily infected. Sure we get immune to infections with time, but that is not right, we should be doing someting to clean our society up and not just absorb all the negativity continually as the ‘normal’ and ‘new normal’.

2. Diet: Not living with someone who consumes dairy and animal products = huge improvements in health. Less sneezing, coughing, fevers, infections..those who praactice know how it feels. Reduced interaction with neighbours or friends who consume animal products is similarly beneficial as some of us personally have witnessed during lockdown. However even in vegan households, children still bring in the germs once in a while as they attend school, play outside or if neighbors who are infected come over, as most people around are still consuming dairy and killed animals. Even the smell of dairy and animal meats is repulsive and rotten – they attract flies and they spoil very fast. No-one should be consuming them, but we have lost our senses and intuition. Our obviously harmful consumer products are not only dairy and meats, but also other food items – candies, colas, animal gelatin sweets made of dead cows and pig bones, insect poop shellac, and pet food.

3. Pet food: ‘Animal lovers’ we call ourselves. but imagine feeding our pets and stray animals with all that processed garbage – slaughterhouse waste, and thinking we are helping animals. Even walking in the pet food aisle, dairy or meat aisle in a supermarket is a health hazard, not to menton offensive to moral sensibilities. But we do not speak about it and remain polite. We use animals for food and for our enjoyment by separating them from their parent and taking them home as pets, breeding them and buying them, and in turn we feed them animal products too causing even more suffering and health problems

3. Water: Did you know all our waters, rivers, seas, everywhere are full of animal poo and blood as well as toxic waste from slaughterhouses, covered up and laced with chemicals to change its appearance and smell. We dump all kinds of waste in water and take away life. It is unimagninably cruel yet we call fishing a sport teaching children to hook and choke animals and watch them suffocate in pain. Close to 80 billion land animals are waiting in slaughter lines each year – this is a lot more than current human population? And all that poo and blood goes into the water. Not only is it morally wrong and mentally disturbing, it is also hidden from public sight. And what about our fish and sea creatures? Killed, bred, fished and slaughtered for food are trillions of sea animals every year, and yet we only hear about plastic killing our sea life.

4. Air: Is it really air we are breathing, or is it the nitrogen and germs from animal farms? Even if you go near a small shop where chicken, meat or dead fish are sold, you get a very horrible smell – the air is unbreathable. Even if you have a small pet you know the s uniquemell, of a feathered bird or furry friend. You know te smell of urine and feces. Imagine 80 billion of these animals are in farms right now…waiting to be killed any moment. We do not see them..so we do not care? There are so many coronaviruses, not just SARS, MERS, but even our common cold and flus all floating about continually, all over the planet – and our air is no longer fit to breathe.

5. Soil: Animal poo manure, blood and bones from animal farms is mixed with soil and it is toxic, full of hazardous germs from infected, very ill, suffering animals, along with their hormones and antibiotics too. We worry about the chemicals from pesticides and fertilizers and GMOs – and we have no idea of how dangerous animal manure is to us. Human feces and animal feces, all have countless germs. All our fruits and vegetables even if organic are not safe to consume althoutgh vegan – because they are not veganic. All the urine and poo as well as eggshells, blood and bones of animals have gone into it. In veganic farming we would use plant nutrients only to feed soil to grow vegetables and fruit – but it is rarely practiced. Instead we have e-coli, salmonella, ebola, rotaviruses…coming into our homes.

6. Soap and Gels: We need to wash our hands but please do not use animal products to do so. Our soaps, shampoos, medicines, santitizer gels, handwashes – all are filled with very disgusting animal slaughter waste. All the unwanted body parts that noone can buy as food, are sold to us by the trillions each month, because the animal industry does not want to waste those body parts, internal organs and blood – they use them in medicine, cosmetics, household cleaners, sprays and personal care items. Is it possible to get healthier and cleaner by using dead animals toxic waste? Yet, we are so foolish we will buy anything sold to us cheap in plastic bottles That is why they need all those chemicals and disinfectants – poisons to neutralize the stinking substances and dead meat in our day to day soaps, gels and medicines.

Killing even one being who can feel pain is murder, no matter how nicely it is done. rape of even one female or of a male is rape, whether they be human or pig, chicken, cows, bulls, stags, dog, cats or any other creature bred in animal industries. Yet people argue with those who protest and even when our planet is choking to death, riddled with disease and climate change, we do not care. But more importantly there is murder and rape happening right now not only of humans but in dairy and animal industries, to an extent we cannot imagine, to other innocent creatures who feel everything like we do, and all for our consumption of food and products we do not actually need. Why are we not unifying against this and speaking up on a daily basis until the while world hears our plea?

We should not have to educate people about the germs caused due to this. When a human is killed we do not talk about how many germs are caused, we talk about the morality of the act. But in case of animals of other species, even if it causes death and disease to humans, we do not care…we argue about our rights to consume, we argue about humane killing and more ‘compassionate’ farming, we argue about how to make animal agriculture ‘sustainable’ and ‘local’, or about its economic value as an industry, or about jobs lost if it ends, or about consumer demand. This is not right. Murder is murder, rape is rape, abuse is abuse You just don’t do it and don’t let it happen to anyone. You speak up!

Evidence of Simulation or Dreaming?

Strange things I have noticed while living in the Matrix during Ascension.

1) Every thought manifests, negative or positive, known or unknown, conscious or subconscious.

2) People who come into our life are also part of this mental input-output in this system. Scientists explain it using Nick Bostrum’s simulation hypothesis but those of us who are into magic and making things happen through the power of the mind know that it is the mind creating reality. However both of these groups could be true, the universe working on a code, at the base of it, and we all interacting with it mentally, generating mental projections. Are the fractals of nature not sign enough that it is all a computer code?

3) What scientists seldom try to experiment or work with is actual personal experiences of how we manifest our life. If we have had struggles, negative karma is at the root of it, and this basically means that we had negative beliefs, unhelpful thoughts, unhealthy patterns carried over from our ancestors or family and past lives (apparently) or simply from within our subconsious mind that manifests as our ancestors, relatives and past lfe memories. These are all signs that reality is an illusion – we are simply supposed to remember something from our subconscious patterns that are keys to understand that it is all not really happening but in the mind and of the mind. There is no real person or real karma, but an imagined version of reality, stories based on thoughts and beliefs emerging out into the ‘show’ of life, appearances seem like a real world with real people around but it is more like a dream.

4) Relationships and money are a distraction from our purpose, to free ourselves from karma, and liberate ourselves from the matrix of mental projections all around us (maya) – This is something we need to understand, because Bollywood, Hollywood, TV, advertisements and music albums will fool us into making romance and sex a priority and entangle us in maya. We should all be meditating and trying to stretch the limits of what we can do in this reality, by breakign free from physicality or the rules of physics using more and more powerful magic. However people in my life who could be good psychics and gifted in mentalism chose to use it for being healers for others, to attract financial gains or relationships, or for wanting to help others, as they felt ‘there is no use of magic unless it helps someone.’ I disagree, because all others in this life are projections in any case, if we are healed from within and do not need to engage with Maya anymore, we will be ready to go to the next level and break free from the ‘code’ of the matrix rules, break the physical barriers of time and space – for example breatharianism, living outdoors in extreme climates, teleportation, telekinesis, levitation..not because of a grandoise need to be a superhero, but because it is a validation we are in a dream and lucid within it.

5) Money is an illusion. When I used to have a shop or PR business in Mumbai, each day whatever I afirmed would happen – almost instantly. For example a client walking in and purchasing something as soon as I thought of seeling that item. This was a daily process. Now I visualized that I am earning although not working and it has still happened although in a way I feel dependent on the system looking after my child, and it feels as if it is normal but it is not. It is just another sign that my mind is making things up, a story, no matter how positive or negative.

6) Intuition tarot, astrology – all work because of our belief. I used to before readings affirm that a person will come and ask for a reading, and be very happy with the cards or astrology, or my psychic messages or healing. I sometimes affirmed and visualized them giving a positive feedback – saying ‘wow, you have hit the nail on the head’ and a few minutes later this person, just as I had visualised, someone whom I never knew before would walk in and say exactly the same words. This happened multiple times. It felt like I am dreaming everything up. The acuracy of my readings, the clients, the positive feedback, everything. Including the money, no matter how little, although I felt guilty about it, eg rs 10,000 a day…I felt maybe casting a spell or affirming it into my life is wrong as it means I am not really working, and the ‘law of attraction’ and ‘the secret’ confirmed my theory as if it is all a product of my mind and did not feel right at some level but because of the popularity of these books I thought maybe I am great at manifesting reality and doing very well. All as I imagine, it would manifest everyday. It is only now that I see I was in an illusion and there is nothing great about being able to manifest anything, it is only because I am dreaming or unconscious.

7) Even facebook, emails, newsfeed, I would imagine a specific person send a very specific message and there it would appear that day. A person you are not in touch with for a long time and you think of them and they call you and say whatever you imagine they would talk about. Even the punctuation marks and words in the emails, and facebook messages would be exactly as I thought. It became obvious that they did not really exist out-there…that it is simply the mind and it feels there is noone really out there – as if it is all happening inside of me. Obviously there is no point being on social media and several times I have been guided to delete my profiles and I have done so and found no use of logging back in or creating any new profiles.

8) Talk about coronavirus. When I saw a post on a vegan group in early January 2020 of a woman eeating a bat, I immediately thought, why they should get a virius epidemic then only they will learn a lesson – and bam, a few days later all that was there in the news was coronaviris – covid-19. Although the original video might have been filmed several years ago as news states, the fact a thought of a virus epidemic goung global, is manifested all around within days of coming across that video for the first time. It does tell me it is not really happening but a dream. Infact at times I have walked around thinking maybe restaurants should be closed and they were the very next morning, or that there should be a lockdown and it was so.

9) In the last three years of Ascension I have literally seen people coming out of my third eye, wearing exactly what I imagined they will wear, down to every detail, colour, design, and saying exactly what I thought they will say, showing me what is Maya. Even doing impossible things, like walking through something solid, talking to my family members to tell me I am not hallucinating.

10) When you think of something and it manifests you might have temporary amnesia, as if you forget which thought cause it, or that you brought that situation upon yourself, no matter how good or bad. Our emotional reactions to those new situations are too overwhelming for us to remember that we created those situations, good and bad both. It also happens in a way that appears as natural as possible. Try it – and try it everyday. Make something happen and note down in your diary what you want to manifest. Then when it happens refer back to the notes.

11) Even our dreams at night, our angels, psychic or angelic messages, all are a creation of our beliefs. I have manifested several dreams as lucid as they can be, they were what I created in my mind, and met several angels and demons both, just like humans, it is all illusion. when I have affirmed I will get an absolutely accurate message and accurate guidance, it manifests just as I thought. God or angels or goddesses are all manifest in our dreams and in our projected multidimensional realities, in our intuition and clairvoyance or inside us because it is a part of the self that is awakening and making it clear that all around there is nothing but illusion, predictable as the Oracle program of the matrix.

12) Authorities, law, court, I have tried the same approach of trying to manifest something through the third eye and it has never failed me, as if even police men and judges are from my mind – like agents of the Matrix, their work is to keep me trapped in this dreamworld and ensure I do not wake up. I do not believe there is anyone out there. Anything negative or positive is emerging from the mind and I have tried to have this confirmed by asking for a sign from the matrix that someone will talk to me and tell me that I am in the matrix, and even that has been confirmed. As soon as I ask for a sign of someone validating the matrix to me it is presented on the same day, within the timeframe I requested.

13) I do not believe a single thing or person in our reality is for real. It is all simply a holographic projection, including us, our bodies here. At times I have tried that in a conversation of two people, I made someone say something entirely strange and impossible to believe, and they did just that, as if there were no people and no conversations, but all projections.

14) I am no longer seeing any financial gain, comfort or relationship in this world through this matrix program. I would not suggest anyone falls for new age and materialisitic concepts that keep us chasing after success, romance and other delusions that keep us engrossed in this mental universe. Instead we need to return to ourselves, who are we – wehere is our true self, the world of truth. This is the path of ascetics, celibacy, withdrawal from senses, disengagement from the mind, being with yourself and seeking truth instead of worldly things or relationships. Clearly noone would like this path. It is something people will want to avoid, as the ‘blue pill’ is much easier to take than the ‘red pill’.

15) The new age and material/sensual tantra, affirmations, spells and magic has us focus on seeking sensual enjoyment which has no meaning – except staing and surviving in this matrix as comfortably as possible – the ‘blue pill’. However our presence as humans in this world has become a negative thing – as earth has suffered apparently due to our materialism. Every house we build takes something away from another animal and felling of trees. Every grain of food we eat causes death to someone else, vegan or nonvegan, although vegans try to consciously minimise harm as we all should. The fact that it is impossible to be living and be of any good to ourselves or the world is reason enough to want this matrix program or simulation to end for good. Probably the evil and negativity in the world are a sign of detachment.

16) No happiness can be found in any of the things in the world and we should not seek happiness either. We need to dance in truth not in maya, be happy alone, be alright with truth even if it not comfortable.

17) The energy in our world is not real energy, it is simply the mind acting out and telling us stories. This energy or shakti is not truth or God or the ultimate creator. It is simply the matrix energy playing out a reality show. I no longer worship it. If there was a real God or Goddess who was benevolent or a saviour then there will be absolutely no evil – the fact that the energy of the universe is neutral and creates both good and bad constantly using input-output of mind is a big fact that we cannot dispute.

18) My experiments with reality being influenced with the mind, has left me with no doubt that things are projected from my mind and mental state, whether positive or negative. I used to try and focus on earth healing and manifesting the best version of this reality, but it seems another illusion to do so, after all ‘a cage no matter how beautiful is still a cage’. I have trying to heal the planet and while it seems to work superficially, the evil apparently visible to me is way too deep for me to want to heal it, it seems so unreal, so impossible to believe, that it is best it is unreal and a sign that I am not supposed to love the world at all.

19) This is not a ‘reality’ but an illusion – just like a matrix of lies. Noone here can tell us anything more than this – no fancy boks, no famous gurus, no philosophers or scientific theories can give us anything more than this. This is where the road ends. In the past I have attended satsangas and spiritual programs where famous gurus spoke to large numbers of people, and it seemed like it was all happening in my mind, they would at times say word to word what I would think or make them say. I would not expect other people to be able to connect with me that way at all as they would not be able to articulate those subjects or thoughts, or so I believed. However recently I have tried imagining a client telling me she is not real and appeared just because I thought of her, and when she said exactly what I had thought and made her say when she suddenly called me one day….it was so sudden that I forgot I had manifested that too.

20) Trying to use the matrix to gain any power, fame, money, romance by imagining ourt new realities, is also a trap to keep us asleep in this dreamworld. because our real body is not even here. Instead the right thing is to discover who we are and where our real self is. That is what Ascension and True Awakening is all about. I have tried manifesting spaceships or aliens but only landed a drone right above the hand from which I was projecting a ship flying above me and it was as dramatic as anything can be, a drone appearing just there and then. My fear is that if there are spaceships landing on earth then we will be engrossed more in the Maya or illusion which will become even more interesting and complex. A boring world where things are mundane is much easier to detach from.

21) So what keeps me busy here in the world. Why am I writing even. Maybe I am just understanding myself and not really looking for answers or intreactions or comments. It is best that way because getting involved in having followers or being a bestseller will only have me entangled more in ego and material success when the need of the hour is to ascend and detach from Maya. The best of the spiritual writers, musicians, healers are feeling alone and unable to engage with the world, unable to get success or popularity because the time has come to wake up and not chase anything in this world any more.

22) Why do we eat food, when it is simply bits and bytes and not real bites? Why don’t we just let go and stop interacting with the world. In my case it is my child, and the fact that vulnerable children depend on us too much for us to let go. It is the same with a pet or animals in the world who suffer and need us to care for them and save them from danger.  I remember when I manifested a woman who appeared out of my mind, stepping over a big hedge as if she stepped over a small blade of grass…and I was not ready to question that or ask her how, when clearly it was playing out of my mind. I was more worried about getting back home and cooking for my family. That is when a voice told me I want to go back and cook and that was the end of the road again. Clearly it is responsibilities we have undertaken this this world that keep us earthbound or in the matrix universe, unable to seek truth or liberation.

23) In the past I would perform magical works, practice something like astral travel, telekinesis to an extent, mind reading, zener cards and they really gave me amazing validations, even in small groups of students when I taught them how to read zener cards without seeing the images and they felt amazed that they could do it. Obviously they were also part of my mind, as I affirmed the workshops that day would happen exactly the same way, people appearing and validating that I was a good teacher or that they were experiencing miracles because I consciously affirmed they would do so.

24) I should have stipped right there and not thought of engaging in the worldly ways or relationships, material success, trying to pay rent or loans, or make a living and tried living on without food or shelter, as I was single and had no responsibility of any other person then. It is reading books about new age concepts of material-spiritual balance that made me fall into the reality deeper underground, where I was entangled into romance, money, working, having a family, just to prove I was following the laws of spiritual-material balance, and this was my ‘blue pill’. I would not suggest anyone takes it if they are serious about leaving the matrix.  Rather stay alone, work on breaking the physical laws of the universe with third-eye, let the impossible take place, be without doubt that there is no reality here and detach from all that is instead of being ‘one with all there is’.

25) It is not God or any Devi Shakti who is omnipresent but only ‘Maya’ or illusion and everyone worships this illusion. Never trust or follow any religion or spiritual philosphy or guru or any spiritual book or material – as Morpheus said in the famous movie ‘the Matrix cannot tell you who you are, you have to find it for yourself’. Any books or masters or gurus, can only lead you back to yourself, a full circle. If I am dreaming then every person in the known or visible world or in my dreams is in my mind, a projection. There is nothing to know except the knowler – and that is the end of knowledge – Know Thyself.

So why not take social distancing as a wake up call and detach from empty and hollow universe and the false projection of society to return to the self.

16 Signs of Narcisstic Pattern of Abuse – by Melanie Howarth

Naricisstic abuse is a phenomena that a lot of us are hearing about off late but it has been a fact of life since millenia. In this article Melaine Howarth, reputed tarot expert who counsels individuals over Tarot and Tea (psychic and healing services), gives us a few pointers to help us distance ourselves permanently from narcissistic abusers by recognising these entwined patterns.

Narcissism is a trait, the term being inspired by the Greek myth of Narcissus who was in love with his own reflection in water. Narcisisstic abuse on the other hand is about narcissists using other people emotionally and manipulatively towards their own self-serving agenda of drawing all sympathy and attention towards themselves.

Empaths, healers and kind or compassionate people often are highly attractive to Narcissistic Abusers who present themseves as needing the empathy they demand. When you get drawn into their drama, using a variety of tactics, narcisstic Abusers drain their victims out to focus entirely on themselves and their own myriad needs, sometimes in conjunction with other forms of abuse. These tactics are not limited to the following:

  1. Forced Intimacy: Usually at the beginning of a relationship, a person who is a Narcissistic Abuser might want to force themselves upon you, mentally, emotionally and at times using physical intimacy. They might begin the relationship by immediately declaring their affections or love, or expecting you to accept them completely and unconditionally at their sudden, persistent and intimate demands for affection.
  2. Oversharing: They could since the start of the association, share all about their childhood, their previous rejections and emotional hurts, and their life history or family traumas to secure sympathy from you. Be forewarned that if they are complaining about their ex partners or previous interests to you in the beginning, then you might be the next person they will complain about once you begin to move away from them.
  3. Future Faking: Tall promises may be projected by Narcissists to their prospective partners, often convincing you that they will be the ideal person to fulfil your dreams and ambitions, and making you comfortable with an imaginary future where you will be secure and fulfilling all your goals and desires with them.
  4. Triangulation: In case you ever express any loss of confidence in them, they will try to bring in another person, which need may or may not be another romantic interest. For example it could be another member of their family, or a friend, in an attempt to make you feel insecure. They will use this other person to make you feel that you need to vie for their attention or prove your affection, as there is someone else who supports them entirely and you will feel like your are judged.
  5. Managing Down Expectations: Once the relationship is mid-way if you feel that you are losing out on your life goals and plans, and not paying attention to your own needs, they will try to make you feel content with having less of whatever you had initially planned for in your life. They will justify you having to live with them or being part of their life even if it is directly or indirectly harmful to your abundance and best interest.
  6. Shock Tactics: To get more energy and attention from you, especially when you are returning to your senses or trying to move away from them, they will use shock tactics, for example threatening self harm or suicide, or displaying that they are in pain, or showering a lot of false concern. They may also try to gain your respect and gratitude by suddenly declaring something positive so that you gratify them. They will exhibit sudden behaviors that shock you so that you have no idea how to react, and get confused.
  7. Love Bombing: On one hand narcissistic abusers will gratify themselves and make you feel drained, on the other hand they will, in case you try to move away from them, bestow you with flowers, gifts or intimacy when you expect it the least so that you stop waking up from their manipulation and get overwhelmed with their sudden care and concern to yourself, no matter how shortlived.
  8. Plausible Deniablility: Complete denial of all their negative behavior and the possibility that they are at fault is a common factor in narcissistic abuse. These abusers deeply lack empathy towards others and never acknowledge or understand how their behavior affects those who are their victims. They are more likely to blame you instead of accepting their own guilt at any point of time.
  9. Distraction Reaction: Distract, confuse, disorient are the three words that underlie the manipulative urge to control you. The moment you start seeing through them, they suddenly express something that makes you focus on something else entirely so that least attention is given to the important issue of the abuse you are facing, and all attention instead goes to a non-issue that pops up out of nowhere.
  10. Gas Lighting: Telling you that you are crazy, mentally ill, that something is inherently wrong with you, your family members, your child, or another issue that is completely false and yet brought to attention is a tactic used by Narcissist abuser. More often than not, they succeed in gas-lighting you or others by making a convicing propositon based on a false premise so that you feel as if something is actually wrong with you or your supporting family or friends so that you get isolated and shamed.
  11. Guilt Tripping: Making you feel bad about wanting to leave them, making you feel like a terrible person, someone who is not nice to them, lacking ’empathy’ to them, not being supportive, caring or loving enough to them, accusing that you are hurting them, and other forms of strong emotional blackmail is used by narcissistic abusers to keep you from going away.
  12. Confidence Erosion: To reduce your self-importance, narcisstic abusers state things that are negative about you and indicte that you are a ‘loser’, ‘bankrupt’, ‘unsuccessful in life’ and by making you feel worthless by name calling. Your confidence may also be at an all time low simply because your life has indeed been harmed by their overwhelming, all-mighty and omnipresent behavior, they make you as dependent on them as possible and ensure you have no faith left in yourself.
  13. Silent Treatment/ Abandonment: At times when you expose your vulnerabilities, in an attempt to control you, narcissistic abusers will stop talking, show how cold they are, withdraw their symapthy, and leave you to yourself when you may be ill, needing comfort or in pain, or when you express any difficulties with the relationship. It wil feel as if you do not exist at times and your efforts do not matter as you remain unheard.
  14. Victim Mentality: The best defense is offense, seems to be the tactic of Narcissistic Abusers. They will declare to the whole world that they are the victims and you are the one who was actually guity of causing harm to them. They will blame you in every possible way, by showing that you are the abusive partner and even call you a narcissist instead of accepting that you are their victim and they are at fault. They will also declare themselves as mentally depressed, suicidal, in trauma due to your behavior or pretend to be physically hurt by you and complain about your behavior.
  15. Hoovering: Naricssistic Abusers want you to be as trapped as possible and as comfortable and used to their constant presence in your life, so that it is impossible to escape. They will be around you as much as they can if they feel you are moving away and try to monitor your movements.
  16. Control and Control Validation: Not only will Narcissistic Abusers control your psychologically and emotionally using manipulations, lies, melodrama and acting-out, they will also justify their behaviors. For example if they check your emails or intrude upon your social media activities, they may state that they are doing this to protect you, not allowing you to meet others as you are naive and they are keeping you safe from harm. Iterfering in your business or private matters will be justified by saying they are caring, or that you are physically or mentally ill and need their support. As such they will make you feel as controlled, isolated and helpless as possible and get away with it by saying that they are justified in doing so.

The only way to be safe from the dangers of Narcissistic Abuse is to completely cut off from these individuals, to have no contact whatsoever, and to seek therapy and counselling to make sense of what happened to you. The key to your freedom is to be able to move on without being lured back into fulfilling the endless pit of demands of narcissistic abusers.

 

Based on inputs from Melanie Howarth.

melanieMelanie Howarth has been studying and giving Tarot readings for over 30 years and in addition to being a Therapeutic Tarot Practitioner, and a Holistic Health Therapist. https://www.tarotandtea.co.uk

 

 

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