Ascension Blocks: The Illusion of Free Will

Do we have Free Will?

Of course – say spiritualists especially we who have followed new age masters such as Doreen Virtue, Hicks and Hay house diligently over the years.

We are proud and happy that we can manifest our reality.

Infact – we can also manifest our ascension, visualise and awaken into a higher dimension, ascend to the stars, to heaven by manifesting it, ascend the planet to the higher dimensions.

But is this really true?

Some experiments I have conducted, my own experiments have confirmed some rather surprising facts, some that are challenged by others, others who have not attempted those experiments at all but insist I listen to them instead of being on my own path.

  1. EXPERIMENT 1: Visualise something happening in your life, a pleasant experience perhaps, maybe a new gift you want someone to present you, your favourite perfume perhaps. Okay, make it vegan. Now check the results and find out what happens. Whenever I have attempted this it has happened (not any more as I am not into keeping objects now). For example several years ago I embarked upon these experiments, was short on cash and wanted a perfume of a certain brand – affirmed mentally that someone will gift me one, next week call from a new acquaintance that she wants to meet me for a perfume company’s marketing research and will pay me for it and gift me a bag of perfume and makeup. Repeated similar experiment several times and similar results in astonishing ways were evident.
  2. EXPERIMENT 2: Visualise a situation you want in your life, make it a pleasant one if you want. For example a nice date, a lovely dinner perhaps, with someone very attractive. Make it as specific as you want. Whenever I have visualised a situation in my life, it has manifested incredibly fast, in my younger years it was about being asked out by a lot of people, a fancy date in a restaurant, being given compliments on how nice I look at a dance party, being interviewed by a magazine or newspaper…everything happened as I affirmed and I enjoyed the popularity.
  3. EXPERIMENT 3: Visualise and manifest people – think of someone, imagine their face, think and make it up, not receptivity but third-eye projection. Imagine the clothes they wear, their height, how they behave, walk, speak, visualise the setting where they meet you, what are the exact things they say, word to word. Then share the results. My results have always confirmed that I am making it up, there is noone out there but our imaginary world, illusion, even people around.
  4. EXPERIMENT 4: Visualise money, someone giving you cash or any amount using any method and see it clearly or make affirmations for money or even career success, as if you are getting exactly what you want. In my case I used to make affirmations in my shop that on a particular day, someone would appear and purchase items worth a certain amount, I even affirmed the behavior, the way they will select items, for example, they wll come and purchase someting worth 10,000 rupees in exactly 5 minutes and leave, or that a client will appear with exactly a particular question for vedic astrology (an issue that I would manifest in my mind, for example something about debilitated solar system planet in certain houses leading to certain problems they need solutions to, I would imagine the reading exactly as it will go in future) and I would affirm that the reading will be excellent, they will say ‘you have hit the nail on the head’ and pay me and leave, and will give an excellent feedback. The fact these things manifested made me very uncomfortably aware that even my work, shop and entire success was an illusion, something I was creating purely mentally.
  5. EXPERIMENT 5: Visualise a change in your life such as a new house, a new place or area you want to live in, type of accomodation and see what happens and how soon. In my experience this is a fairly easy change to manifest as it usually comes from the heart when you really want it.
  6. EXPERIMENT 6: Visualise a change in health situation, probably a headache is gone, cold or cough symptoms relieved, a family member who was ill – visualise them improving, feeling happy, playing, dancing, enjoying life, growing up if they are children or pets. This usually works and have attempted this a few times successfully. Those who practice reiki or energy healing merely tap into this because they are relaxing their mind and allowing healing without worries blocking them, which is why sometimes we cannot manifest anything at all, due to our fears and concerns owing to lack of relaxation.
  7. EXPERIMENT 7: Visualise a thoughtform, maybe a symbol or a geometric construct and see it clearly with colours you imagine and create mentally. Try to notice if it appears anywhere in your vicinity. I remember the time I was teaching how to use thoughtforms to a student – for example a blue triangle and to place an intention in it, and we used it for traffic jam to ease out when I offered to drop the student off after a class in my car but was stuck in a jam, soon the vehicle before me moved and next we saw a vehicle with a blue triangle right in front of us.
  8. EXPERIMENT 8: Visualise something changing in the world, maybe a small thing, such as weather change, maybe try to visualise sunshine when it is a very rainy day, fill the sky with the sunlight in your mind, sense the warmth replacing the gray and cold skies and feel it on your skin, then see what happens and how fast it manifests. Have tried this several times. Once when there were floods in Mumbai in 2004 deluge I tried visualizing that all the clouds go away to another country northwards of the earth and away from Mumbai…results were terrifying as there was a hurricane Katrina in northern hemisphere. Therefore be careful what you ask for in weather, for even calamities can manifest that you regret later. Alternatively I had great success calming down storms too, especially feeling sad about the birds and animals affected on trees around as I woke up at night to a thunderstorm and used my third eye to stop it instantly.
  9. EXPERIMENT 9: Visualise a world event, someting that affects all of humanity, political, or economic, or health related. Never really liked this one as it involved reading newspapers and checking facebook newsfeed or google news regularly to see if it manifested. Also needed some emotional energy to manifest it which could sometimes be negative in case any negative news is encountered. This is a tricky one as we can manifest unpleasant events that affects all people around including self. With me I have to be especially careful as I tend to be upset with humanity and more pro-nature (rest of nature as I consider humanity to be arrogant and a perpetrator to earth). Hence I remind myself to read The Goddess Speaks which I wrote as positive affrmations for world peace and earth healing. Yet, I find that unconsciously I have been avoiding this off late, aware that things manifest purely mentally and hence are illusion, including world events.
  10. EXPERIMENT 10: This is unusual, and depends on your level of belief. Strongly visualise something very strange, impossible even, something that you cannot explain with logic or science, or rational mind. For example make a person appear and make them do something quite unusual, a menemonic to help you remember this happened out of your mind – to confirm and remind you that you are dreaming. This is tricky because if you share it with someone they might say you are hallucinating or delusional or crazy. For example I visualised a lady wearing a certain outfit and lipstick will walk through a tall hedge as if it were short grass, but obviously it may be hard to believe.
  11. EXPERIMENT 11: Visualise a dream, something that is meant to be unconscious, someting that ‘is given to you’ appears on its own, but this time you are creating it, very consciously. It helps if you are lucid in your dreaming which will come about if you note each and every small dream immediately and meditate for an hour or so daily. In my case I would visualise a specific person, wearing let us say a blue shirt, with a certain accent, saying particular words, perhaps someone supernatural, like an angel or a God or magical being, even a demon, or thoughtform if you dare to, aliens perhaps?
  12. EXPERIMENT 12: Visualise having some phenomenal psychic powers. For example I encoded or programmed that I will receive accurate forecasting or oracle about everything to happen that I need to be aware of. This led to mediumhip and contact with spirit guides who are very good at premonition, so much so that I hear messages all the time and they are always accurate. Of course you can also command it stops if it is too frequent and you want to detach. What I was unable to manifest was Telekinesis, moving objects with my mind without a physical apparent cause. In my case I tried it with telekinesis device using a screw kept loosely upside down on table with aluminium foil but unfortunately athough the foil moved and spun, I did not believe it was myself causing it, and thought it could be slight currents in the wind. The moment I turned around, the entire metal screw slid around the table on its own as if it was a spirit doing it someone like a body double in my vicinity, except invisible. I must admit I have not entirely been efficient in third eye telekinesis experiments but in the past with other ESP experiments such as Zener card trials I found amazing results with a whole group of students if there is an affirmation and effort.

Usually these things happen after prolonged meditation, but, I am hoping that is so because of my resistance to the awakening and being too busy in other things to fully focus on the paranormal or psychic powers within, and not because meditation for long hours is necessary. Infact things can also happen quite spontaneously, a thought can manifest instantly without prolonged meditation.

We think these things are ‘supernatural’ and ‘special powers’ thus we are unable to break the rules of the world, we love the simplicity around us, the people, the comfort of friendships, relationships, four walls of a house to feel safe in, grounding with physical nature or earth, food and the feeling of nourishment and logical explanation that it is helping us move around in the world, and we manifested a government to take care of roads and public transport, hence a taxation system, financial system, judicial system and what have you. Which brings me to the next experiment – manifest something with the government authorities, imagine someone calling you, or an official meeting you and doing something. For example I wrote a letter to a ministry and visualised them responding with a letter, imagining the worlds they will write in a response, and it was exactly as I had thought, the same sentences.

The issue here is that we complain about governments, law, systems, but what if they were also illusion, people and systems designed by the mind, which in my case is not an expert in law or finance…or anything actually… and has manifested a government that is not perfect, and then comes the feeling of injustice. When we read new about crimes, about conspiracies, about control of public funds, pedophile rings at highet levels, strange and terrible things like ‘leg of lamb’ sold at the neighborhood supermarket stores, it really does put me off to live in such a reality. I cannot fathom why this mind would manifest or conceive this world – is there something else to it, because if the universe is withn why would it be so horrid when it comes to human laws and behavior?

The fact is everything round us, is a projection of our past thoughts, our past energy, our past self or unconsciousness. As we gain consciousness, these will be replaced with what we want instead of what we ‘no longer’ do or at least that is what should happen. But are we even clear about what we want? Or do we even care? Is our energy more and more focused on the temporary relationships and family life, fears around losing our loved one, attachments that are emotional and heart-based. For instance I for sure know I manifested my son, his face, his behavior, his effervescence and joy, I had visualised he will only get cuter with every year as he grows and it is so and he is who takes up most of my time on earth (or wherever I am).

How about if nothing was true at all, if all this free will, all this manifestation was merely my mind making things up?

The illusion of free will.

Which brings me to the point – why is it that we have manifested a corrupt or negative world, one with evil, for instance animal abuse, slaughter, the most apparent evil in the world, taking someone’s life itself or sexual abuse of trillions of animals bred to be bled? Could it be that we are witnessing this for a reason, to remember something? Why are we unable to end it. So I made a petition and wanted to change laws around this system, to end animal farming in late 2018 to early 2019. I decided to be a strict vegan and not merely a health based plant eater, flexible at times with the odd dairy in cakes or cholocates, flexible especially with others as I cooked at home for them. I manifested a family situation change because while I was tolerating my own control and abuse, compromising my own self-worth and dignity, in my closest of all relationships, this time it was someone else’s life I was standing up for.

No longer will I be alright with injustices anymore (thanks to Jaocquin Phoneix of Earthlings who validated my insights that I was avoiding facing since 2014 when I first decided to go plant based for Ethical reasons and thought if I need to ascend to a planet on star system Vega which is my home away from the illusory earth, maybe a spaceship Phoenix). On receiving many articles online about Ashtar and ascended masters team all of a sudden began an ascension series of experiences and I wondered if I manifested these dreams and psychic awakenings too.

But the most important personal change was that I decided to be unhappy with the way I was taught to accept other people’s ‘personal choices’ around food. I was taught to accept diversity, vegetarians, non-vegetarians alike, as humans – as friends, as family members – those like my parents, my close relatives, my past self who was trained or programmed to believe that animals and plants both have life and that it is alright to consume animals too. I have no idea why I was born into such a family and such a world where we are taught to be alright with animals being killed for food, and how I started believing it was so, but no longer would I tolerate this, we need to ‘tell the truth’ and ‘demand a change’ because of the way we are destroying the planet, with global warming. Soon after the intention I heard of ‘extinction’ rebellions for climate and including one for animals, marching down the streets of London were thousands of people asking for laws to change and animal farming to end. I visualised this change would take place on its own, with people manifesting this. That I may not even be required in this world, this illusion.

However you think of the experiments above – the truth remains that everything in life in the world, in dreams, on relationships, is maya – an illusion. A projection of mental and emotional energy manifesting through intentions, through this will power. When we feel it strongly we project it into existence. Clearly nothing is real.

So why are we still here, why is the world still here? Why can we not simply ascend? Why not leave illusion behind permanently and discover the real, the true self, why not go home?

One explanation I could think of is – Karma – while we think that it is ok to exploit, abuse and use animals – truth is we are in a simulation ourselves – and somewhere on some spaceship, multidimensionally we are the animals that aliens are experimenting upon while plugging us into this virtual reality – and we so deserve this. While we think we are living on earth we are not here at all. that would explain why we have a world with all this evil, injustices, cruelty and negativity, as if there to remind us and teach us a lesson, or me more lessons. Is that the truth, or is it again another level of simulation that my mind is manifesting by thinking so?

Another explanation that many people use is one of the Matrix, we are in an artificial reality, designed by AI, deliberately made negative so that we are kept engaged in the world process, and keep trying to save the world – just like Neo in the Matrix, the savior, but alas it was also another trick of the architect and the Oracle and he was merely a version of Neo that was inbuilt into the system, an anomaly that led to a rebooting or reloading of the entire Matrix program system again and again. While we are trying to heal the world and make it a better place, are we merely being tricked to stretching the dreamword a bit more by our active engagement in to the drama of the world. Infact in a dream I saw that I said, we have deliberately been implanted with ‘false memories’ of being taught how to consume animal products and accept killing as normal, but this is not how it is meant to be. People around me who we think or believe in killing may be all programs, keeping my mind all tied up in this illusion of conflict and evil or are they my past self projecting outside of me but actually internally if this was a dreamworld.

A third perhaps more rational or psychological explanation is something like Inception, that it is all different levels of dreaming, from more conscious lucid dreaming of outer reality world we are in currently, to deeper more subconscious realities we descend into at night time. But what if this was night and not day, and what if we were asleep when we in-fact think we are awake. When the dream starts falling apart, as designed by the architect team member, there are unusual things that happen, terrorism, violence, genocide, war, flooding, calamities, and a sound that leads to a reminder – that one must prepare to wake up. Simply it is the mind giving us a message we have programed into our dreamworld ourselves, one of awakening, because the dream is falling apart. Our ascension symptoms might be leading upto something afterall – the dream of this life in this world metamorphosising into something, our dreambody, this body metamorphosising into something, waking up because it is simply – unusual, unnatural or quite evidently a dream.

I do not know why, but I did find a spinner, exactly like the movie’s spinning top when suddenly it popped up on my computer – a menemonic to order online. But then I was told, the tarot is my mnemonic or totem, one I carry all the time, a reminder, even as the spinner sits among my tarot decks, untouched while I play with my son.

Ascension Practices

Not everyone around is interested in Ascension. Most people are too highly engrossed in day to day life and in worrying about the system around them, or earning a living through material or spiritual work to even pay attention within for more than five minutes a day. The following practices have evolved me over the years:

  • Lucid Dream Journalling: To make the subconscious conscious keep a dream diary near bed each night and note every little dream as soon as you wake up including odd hours, till it gets phenomenally lucid as if your waking life and dreams are both dream states. Contact with your higher self, masters and guides is established 24×7 and not just in dreams if we pay attention to lucid dreams including those in which you move out of the world. Notice how similar life and death – dream states are and how both are inorganic – purely mental creations, energy that can be shifted through mind, hence illusion. This is because death can bring us back into another similar simulated universe where we continue our ‘story’ and repeat the same patterns.
  • Ascension Symptoms: If there is a pain or tingle in any part of body or any perceived sensation without any organic stimuli causing it, please pay attention to that and ask your spirit team/ twin flame or ascended higher self what this means. Await for establishment of a two way communication system, gateway or light language between you and your spirit team/ shipmates/ higher self or multi-dimensional twin flame (who are noone from this world). Your higher self is within you and awakens when we make our subconscious conscious upto the level that we require. We realize the universe within us and can potentially transcend the same interdimensionally. Multiple clair-senses are activated through sight (clarirvoyance), sound (clairaudience), smell (clairallience), taste (clairgustance), touch (clairsentience) and emotion (clairempathy) that is not necessarily from the physical universe and a could be message from within. Physical gateways and manifestations of the spirit team members will appear too.
  • Meditation: Practice silence of thoughts (quiet time), or meditation for appx 30 mins to 1 hour a day minimum (if not the lucidilty level both in night and day will reduce and awareness drop down gradually). Both eyes closed and open eyes in meditation (as channeled) your spirit team is with you 24×7 and as you pay attention you hear their voice and their messages. Learning and practicing mediumship and channeling helps in receptivity. Practicing magical, third eye and psychic skills for manifestation helps in gaining power over the physicality and breaking rules of the matrix but not be stuck at this level to get too engrossed in the outer world. Our chakras are phenomenal galactic portals of consciousness projecting not just outside, dream life but also connecting to true self through higher cosmic and ascension chakras beyond earth life.
  • Life changes: Healing of planet through eco-friendly, non materialistic, minimalistic, vegan, non-harming, non-violent, non-specieist practices and spiritual energy healing practices. Not human centric but planetary, galactic universal consciousness so that we can see our true self beyond our human ego and physicality. Also cutting cords from negative relationships, trying to not be enslaved by the world around, rejecting all evil, freedom from control, from trauma, health issues, and from toxic material and fear based inorganic systems of politics, economics, legal, world affairs, media, news, television, internet, various religions, or from habits of drugs, smoking, alcohol, sex, food or anything else that keeps us highly unconscious. Practice detachment.
  • Simulation Awareness: If we are experiencing life as a simulation created purely through mental input-output process it is likely we are plugged in remotely and not actually in this world at all, and our physical body and relationships, all things are part of dream-world, (cosmic, infinite, eternity, universe being a mathematical or computer simulated illusion seemingly real only through sensory perceptions of stimuli). All the smells, taste, voices, visions, sensations are therefore only mathematical codes interpreted by our mind – and not real things. The fractals of nature, sacred geometry, repeated patterns such as mirror number pattrens, tarot and other oracles and premonitions are unpleasant signs that we are in an en-coded simulation. Awakening from this will require significant detachment from world process. Death and depression or mere emotional healing, pleasant dreams, happy life, physical or mental comfort does not necessarily take us out of the world but may keep us locked up within the matrix, the prison wherein our consciousness is trapped or limited to the current physical world or lower dimension. Awakening through full consciousness helps us in shifting our frequency by making the unconscious conscious.

AWAKENING

During ascension, there is the constant connection with other frequencies, that are clearly NOT from around here…there are amazing, accurate predictions or premonitions too, from an intelligence unlike anyone on earth.

All ascension symptoms such as ringing in ears, physical sensations, lucid unrealistically real dreams (virtual reality), emotional level shifts – are all attunements to the spirit team who are with us, within us, showing us through sights, sounds, taste, smell, touch, feeling that there is every possibility that whatever we see, sense, taste, touch, smell or feel is not from around us but a creation of our mind.

It is impossible for the multidimensional team running this reality show to know each and everything about past, present or future, but they do, second to second, which is not possible if the past-present-future, were all illusion. Even the accuracy of astrology, numerology, tarot, runes, I-ching, any Oracle is not possible unless reality was an information based binary coded program of yin and yang, 0 and 1, like a morse code.

“If real is what you can feel, smell, taste and see, then real is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain.” (Morpheus in the Matrix).

I am convinced that the reality we are living in is merely a simulation as witnessed numerous times. Every time I ask for a clear sign I receive exactly that, people manifesting directly out of third eye, saying, wearing, doing, writing, emailing what is programmed in third eye as if they popped out of my mind. Even crazy things, nice things, stupid things, dangerous things, ‘bad’ things, next to impossible things….any kind of ‘things’ manifesting from my mind, quite regrettably at times.

But with this is the frustration that noone around seems to understand this simple point, all I hear is the same old ‘stuff’ learnt from spiritual and religious matrix – the same thing regurgiated all the time by everyone – the same Osho says this, Jesus said that, Krishna said this, Buddha said that. People are happy with the information supplied from others AROUND them, second hand (and possibly from the Matrix), and not interested in any direct channeling, any direct connection with higher self or any personal experience or realization. Ironically even the movie Matrix is from the Matrix, from the world around us – a digital reminder that we are ‘in it’ and knowing this does not set us free.

Even if we for one second believe in the ascended masters from world religions, if Jesus said we shall know the truth and the truth shall set us free – then is this truth going to be given to us by someone else, or do we have to find out for ourselves?

It appears as if noone around wants to know the truth for themselves, or leave the matrix and be free. The biggest scientists say they are convinced we are in a digital simulation. It is like the Matrix knows, tells us like the Oracle did to Neo, all about the Matrix, and yet, nothing changes.

In this world everyone just wants to be happy over here in the simulation and not even ask why we are here, how this is simulated, and who created us, to know where are we from. If this is a simulation, why can we not conquer it, conquer our senses, make it more magical – not to attract money or love, but to ascend, to break the rules of physicality. But even the most powerful psychics, channels, healers who are my friends (and a number of them come to mind) – have told me very clearly – ‘what is the use of magic unless we use it professionally (paid or free) to heal others’, they would rather use their powers limitedly to enjoy life and have friends and clients. The whole idea reinforced by them is that we are simply here to help each other go through the struggles of life with some kindness and sympathy, which is great, but not enough. Even in ashrams for yoga and meditation, it is the same crowd, people escaping struggles of life, seeking blessings and love for healing their often broken hearts, disillusioned and sad souls bowing down to the feet of the guru in search of some favours. Not seekers of truth.

It appears that all people want to hear are positive things that keep them busy, numb, dumb and at peace in the illusion. All they want is a bit of happiness, a calm moment, a bit of breath, a little relaxation, someone to help them and love them. People also need enough money or work to get by and fill their mundane lives up with some nice things to do. But love is the main emotional comfort people seek, like innocent babies sleeping in the womb of the mother, in the matrix. That comfortable sleep to them is freedom, enlightenment, joy, fulfillment, peace, nirvana, moksha and liberation.

If this world is a dream and all is mind, then naturally we want to wake up, right? But no, we want to use spirituality to sleep better, to continue this dream and afraid of the unknown, the awakening.

In that case how are we any better than people who are religious slaves, believers who follow traditions without questioning because they are afraid of retribution and wrath of God who will send them to hell if they disobey? How can we even think of worshipping a creator who will kill us, harm us, or destroy us unless we obey him, love him, believe and be controlled by him – a devil? Similarly for those of us who are spiritual how are we so afraid of leaving behind this world illusion, of releasing ourselves from ignorance, from bondage, from false reality? Are we afraid of leaving the known?

The quote comes to mind from Morpheus in the Matrix, ‘You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inert, so hopelessly dependent on the system that they will fight to protect it.’

Surely if the world is an illusion of our mind then we all who know this should try to seek truth, not remain in illusion. At least some of us should be spiritual mystics embarking on a quest of self-discovery. Yet at the most what I know for sure my friends and acquaintainces on earth will keep repeating non-chalantly and robotically as if deeply programmed by their semi-religious scriptures and new-age quotes is:

– we need to be happy here in maya,

– maya is the ultimate truth,

– there is no higher self,

– no higher reality, no freedom, no escape

– stay happy and grateful with little things here itself

– just live a simple life, no need for magic/yogic powers, be a ‘muggle’

– you are not going anywhere, stay here and do what is told

– eat food, no trying to find if food is illusion by yoga

– sex and relationship are necessary, no interest in ascetic path of real yoga

– no interest in any telepathy, telekinesis, any other yogic powers to confirm or witness the illusion of reality

– believe in yogis and masters who have conquered their senses and freed themselves but do not want to do it themselves

– worship ascended masters and devas/ devis but not interested in ascending themselves, just want to use their blessings or energy to ‘heal’ their life, attract love, health, goodwill, abundance and remain living in illusion

– interested in beautification, and objects, images that are nice to ‘feel good’ about themselves but not in anything that awakens them, shows them the mirror

– deeply craving for something to feel good about, hate being unhappy, depressed, upset or uncomfortable about anything, no matter how serious, how important to focus on, how necessary to awaken through truth

– rigid mindset, want only to repeat what they have learnt from other new-age people, spiritual news-feed, no personal direct experience or interest in having one- want you to always agree with them (another form of control)

People in general do not want to be reminded that the world is not ok, there is something not right about this…we are supposed to question reality. If we are projecting this world, then of course something is wrong within us, or why are we manifesting an evil world and corrupt system?

I look within myself, I need to know how I created this universe, although it has to be damn egoistic to think so, but this is what the Matrix says – we are all creators – microcosm-macrocosm. Aren’t we all one?

In a dream are we all apparently different organisms, talking to each other, living life but inherently connected in the same consciousness, because the same person/ being/ organism is the dreamer? So if we are all creators, we manifest this universe, then nothing egoistic or grand about it – because we are dreaming, all asleep.

But no we want to blame the ‘system’ and be angry at system and say we are all ‘victims’ and ‘controlled’ by our earth system – the system of politics, religion, economy, education, taxation….government.

Let us assume we are victims. If we are victims and we have not manifested our reality, then why are we saying we create our own reality, this make no sense. If we create our own reality, we must be victims of a self-created system, one that we are trying to desperately change. Conversely if we are controlled by others, and are victims of an evil system, why are we not ready to unravel this acute reptilian/ racial ‘conspiracy’ theory. Why are some races ruling the world and preventing ascension? Aren’t they supposed to be projections of our innermost fear from a deeper level of self-witnessing, if the universe is indeed within us? If not then we must be in an ‘AI’ controlled artificial computer simulation created by them or their masters and not in a self-created universe. We already know we are in a digital hologram manifesting and seamlessly propagating out of a sea-shell. This is disturbing and it should be.

Either way we have to find out and on an urgent basis release ourselves from our fears, our slavery, our ignorance and our hopeless dependency on comfortable illusions and unconscious sleep.

Why are we not ready to make an inner change, to shift our frequency, to love TRUTH, why are we in false reality and happy about it? Is ignorance bilss and are we mere seekers of some sort of emotional gratification, sensual comfort, pleasure, relationship harmony and mental peace to keep continuing our ‘story’ on earth? Or are we seekers of truth?

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Ascension to Higher Dimensions


While Reptilian and Insectoid beings are hiding behind human facades, in this AI simulated matrix we believe to be earth, there are numerous other star-beings in our multidimensional universe. I would not have believed in existence of reptilian and insectoid humans unless I was shown who they are right before my eyes and my third eye stimulated further by other higher beings who are channeling constant guidance.

Some humans claim to be of alien origin. By alien they are not indicating they are from other planets from where they flew into this planet on a spaceship hidden in their parking lot. They probably talk about being of multidimensional origins from other physical planets or locations that exist where there are different ways of living, different bodies, different energy altogether.

As I write I feel a knock on my left ear to receive information and often a voice will dictate things to me or correct my writings most thankfully as I am not well travelled to so many dimensions as these masters are and I am solely dependent on their guidance for now,having not left this planetary matrix myself as yet to witness other dimensions elsewhere, except for contact with the masters who know better.

They have stated at times numerous other star races names: Sirian, Pleidian. Lyran, Arcturian and many other star-systems or constellations from where beings may manifest into our reality either in multidimensional travels or simply telepathic contact. I have been repeatedly reminded that I am not from here and this is not my ‘home’. When asked where – I have heard heard Pliedian goung to Sirius B. I was told that these other planetary races all have atomic numbers – that is they are not just spirit beings but have physical existences and locations as well.

Besides this I was shown some demons, who are ruining our reality show on earth by sending negative vibrations and fear based thoughtforms into our aura to pull us down and keep us paralysed into unhealthy relationships, abusive situations, and with those people who are evil – whose spirits they operate within. Within three years from being trained to communicate and rebuke 35 such demons with help of Ascended masters such as IAM, and being given their exact names alphabetically and phonetically of 35 demons within appx 30 mins of contact on my birthday in 2017, i found they all related to my relationships. I found that my need to break free from unhealthy patterns of control, as all of those demons were operating in the reptilian and insectoid lifeforms of police, legal systems, government systems and some people around me currently that are attempting to severly control me and prevent ascension. These are not ascended beings or masters but fear based energies and spirits who lower our frequency in variety of ways and to free ourselves from them is one of the keys to ouor ascension. Through meditation and breathwork when our kundalini is awakened, we can see these demons and begin to learn how to deal with them.

Most of the time it was Ashtar team, Jesus Sananda and Archangel Michael who were rebuking demons multidimensionally. Contact with these ascended masters began in 2016 when I was asked to choose a person to leave the matrix with (which of course is my sister (I was given a hint after being shown pictures of the ascended masters Ashtar and Sananda that I am supposed to choose someone who knows about the matrix). This was after an earth healing ritual and crystal grid I had prepared with numerous types of crystals to invite ascended masters, archangels and multidimensional beings for earth healing when the Syria wars had been escalating in the past.

Of course I was already meditating a lot, seeing a purple floral pattern all the time in the sky in thought free state and wondered if I am in a hologram, a torus. If spells and magic work and tarot is always right, there has to be something like a program, a mind-based reality we are in. I gradually turned from plant based to ethical vegan by learning more about it and wondered if Vega is the planetary system to ascend to. I also notice the similarity between Syria and Sirian word besides Vega and Vegan. Hence I am being honest and open about the possibility that all planets and planetary sub-systems may have connection with the mental simulation we are projecting in our universe or multi-verse and possibly higher dimensional dreamworlds are also being manifested from within through the Self, hopefully more positive, non-violent and serene systems where we can feel more at ‘home’ as we ascend from the current ‘toxic’ simulation.

Messages are being sent through various areas of the body, ears, smell, hair, heart, tongue, throat, stomach, toes, every twitch, scratch, tingle is a communication giving out a clear and accurate guidance through hand-gestures besides direct radio transmission. Thee Ascension symptoms are not solar flares affecting us, but masters contacting us through mediumship. Various clair-senses are awakened until there is 24×7 contact. Living eco-friendly, vegan, healthy, celibate and meditative life is core to ascension and awakening else we will simply be like any other spirit medium.

At times I have felt a portal being opened through my fourth eye just before I wake up and I can see many galactic stars as if I am travelling multidimensionally. I hear my own voice talking to me and supporting me in being free of earthly illusion, as if I were in a ship that is travelling through a wormhole. This ascended version of myself has thoughtfully closed most of my tarot and healing workshops and reading sessions so that I can focus on personal ascension and freeing myself from the hologram where we are living and working for now in illusion.

Besides this there were other beings who felt neutral, two men and one woman who had many wrinkes, I had seen once, had amazing music playing in the background when they contacted me – healing sounds (possibly Celtic) but they were resembling humans and said – ‘earth healing, I have heard that term a few times’, as if they were not of earth. I saw myself made to connect with them through some special headphones in a very lucid dream bordering on Virtual Reality. They may be ascended humans living in other higher dimensions in spirit form and connecting with those who are interested in healing this planetary reality which is of course a guided simulation.

Through sufficient third eye concentration we can manifest anythng, any person, any kind of event in this dream world – this illusion. This is not something to use for wealth, fame or entertainment but something to free ourselves from.

Our Common Ascension Symptoms

Ever wondered why we are here in this world? Is it only to eat, drink and enjoy life, or is there a mission, purpose or even any point to all of this?

Most people do not wonder. They are so eager to pay their bills and move on to their next appointment or task in their schedule, to even spend a minute and ponder over the most basis questions of life.

As a result while most our life is spent ignoring our dreams, our psychic messages, intuitions and channeled energy that is constantly flowing into our system, only some times do some people meditate and pay attention to their spirit and to what is going on within at a deeper level than merely their own thoughts, emotions and physical activities.

Are we spirit beings or mere physical machines, do we have souls, and are we interconnected? These are questions that we have asked before numerous times and the answers more than often have been in affirmative of the idea that we are multi-dimensional beings and we have spirits, angels or masters who are parts of our higher self, connected with us to help in our awakening and ascension.

Those of us who are interested vaguely in spirituality, are together experiencing some very interesting ascension symptoms which are all contact or activation of Spirit/ Higher self team/ Angels/ Ascended masters from beyond this Matrix who are aware of what is going on in our Matrix and are giving us a clear message on moment to moment basis if we listen.

Why?

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1. It all begins with meditation. You might have meditated you have cleared your chakras and channels to receive messages, intuition and psychic downloads from your higher chakras to lower, from major to minor chakras.

2. You will have interest in or have done magickal training, manifestation or energy healing in past.

3. You have interest in or have made effort in planetary healing and consciousness of earth in the matrix and chosen to awaken compassion and are an ’empath’ who is heart centred.

4. You are interested in what is the truth behind as well as beyond the matrix / veil and have asked for contact from your higher self/ spirit/ starship / star family and twin flame.

How?

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You might have or if you have not yet done so yet, worked with a Crystal Grid to send a signal to your star family/ ascended masters/ divine feminine/masculine multi-dimensional twin and ancestors. For some of us meditation and third eye works on it’s own with or without conscious intention or spells. For many of us our dreams are guiding us quite lucidly to help us contact our ship/ higher self. Sometimes your ascended higher self might take you up towards freedom.

You keep a dream diary and note every lucid dream or intuitive message with date and time and notice the connections or patterns.

Symptoms:

 

1. Clear dreams that seem real enough to ‘woke’ you up that life is a dream…until you have open eye visions/ dreaming or clairvoyance constantly and they will be remarkably accurate to show what is to follow in life, sometimes instantly or over long term.

2. Ringing in ears that is followed by a phone call or contact via clairaudience which will develop into constant receiving of clear messages that are predictive and guiding and proof is accuracy and clarity. You will also hear sounds from nowhere around or hear amazing music or even see dreams with Rich multisensory content.

3. You will get ticklish sensation in nostrils and smells from nowhere to awaken clairallience and help you in breathwork, or to show you that what is around is merely fed from the matrix, eg smell of a flower which is away from you and you smell it later to validate the message.

4. You will get sensations or salivation in mouth to awaken clairgustance and also to help you get accurate messages.

5. Sensations all over body, eyebrow, pupil and eye movements, lips, tongue movement, sensations in teeth, tickles, tingles, pricks or pain in heels, jaw, legs, knee, stomach, heart and chest pressure, pain or emptiness, sometimes pleasant or sometimes terrible sensations, each are clairsentience and giving a clear message of the matrix drama unfolding around you.

6. You might sense negative energy, attachments, entities and demonic influences to be cleared off from your energy field and deep within, not just in your outer aura but real manifestation of people in your life whom you will meet sooner or later. Their faces and names might be foreseen in your dreams along with their demonic names in other dimensions to warn you of danger from others in your current matrix.

7. You might get several thoughts and words racing in your head at once or feel junk clearing off, downloads and spaciness, memories lost or found, time missing, timeline shifting spookily. In some cases you can pay attention to a dream where your spirit team has contacted you and you can see the work they are doing. They will send you a message either physically or through channeling about what is going on at times.

8. Voice activation in which your throat might give sensations and voice training to help you speak directly to your ship or higher self. Messaged downloaded as tingles from above crown to ear and throat..and messages sent to your higher self from heart to throat and higher will be the start of such a conversation.

9. Repeated words and messages of importance and predictive nature will be notified and at times these will be loud and at times gentle whispers in ears or from inside you.

10. Emotions will be expressed and channeled freely and spontaneously, smile, joy, tears, hurt, depression, control, anger about your life or people around you.

11. Sexual energy may be blocked by the twin flame trying to help you out of unwanted or abusive relationship for healing yourself. At other times your vagus nerve activated on it’s own to generate sexual current internally which is from nowhere or from no thought but you are channeling a message and remain detached.

12. Seeing the matrix as a vibration, energy waves shifting around you, the ground, your room, words printed on paper, your carbon cup turning to vibration, energy flow are signs big changes are coming your way.

13. Out of body experience, sudden transfer to a ship, an astral vehicle where you will see what is manifesting in lower world projection over years but encapsulated in one quick or short otherworldly visit in your ship or over time may be expected.

Helpful Hints:

1. Mediumship training with psychics and spiritual groups who are mediums will help practice and train yourself in the skills. Those who use divination tools such as tarot will receive direct psychic message now on with or without help of tools. Meditation, psychic and healing work is great solitary too.

2. Earth healing for planetary good as well as consciousness practices for environment, non use of plastic or synthetics, vegan and social activism for compassion, non-materialistic minimalism, controlled fasting, positive, non-harming and ethical life to have as less impact or karma leftover in the matrix to see how you can transform reality on a greater scale with thoughts and align your actions with your new reality manifesting in new earth or your ship or your chosen planet or dimension. You carry the world within you raising collective higher.

This is the most crucial step to true angelic Ascension vs mere psychic awakening at mental level.

3. Let yourself remain detached from relationship melodrama and choose your authentic and higher self to rise above your matrix fully. No more people pleasing, trying to fit in, or lowering your frequency to suit masses or society. No more being controlled by others once you see how you are controlled by your own dream.

4. Ask for a sign or reminder you are in the Matrix and not home yet. Make an intention for something unnatural..and see it manifest quite bizzarely against all logic. Eg. Think of a situation exacty as you want it…people or things and watch them appear make them do something…consciously eg a Facebook message or video, a doorbell sound or knock, someone wearing a particular outfit in certain colours, an animal appearing suddenly, a helicopter, drone, whatever you think.. anything can happen. Keep practicing in relaxed state with third eye.

5. Work with your dreams and see how everything is a dream within/ without a dream.

6. Let your spirit team help you in training you directly, it could be Archangel Michael fighting demons to cut off cords and multiple Angels helping you detach from surrounding world or helping you in healing yourself and others.

Based on personal experience thanks to the team!

I am asked to write and write to ask your own sharing of experiences of any of these or additional information you may enlighten us with.

(Please note these symptoms have nothing to do with any kind of drug induced psychedelic trance)

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