Blocks to Ascension: Brainwashed by LIES of our Education System


How brainwashed are we?

One example:

It is plain to see that most human adults are brainwashed since childhood that animals are food for us because we are ‘predator’ or ‘prey’ as taught by British education system.

I have been meeting several very sweet old ladies in the park who love feeding ducks but insist that we are carnivores. They have have no idea why they are feeding ducks instead of biting into their necks. Lovely gentlemen who have no clue that we can survive without eating anal secretions (periods) a.k.a. eggs of a sexually abused bird for breakfast. Beautiful young vegetarian ladies who have no clue that ghee and dairy produce comes from breastmilk forceably extracted by rape of a female to make her pregnant and lactate. And if you tell them, they would rather not hear, if you show them they would rather not see. Because they want ‘peace and positive energy only’ (no matter how false or fake).

What we need is an education system improvement or overhaul.

British education system has drilled into nubile minds of children all over the world that humans are meant to eat animals to maintain ‘balance of nature’ or for ‘survival of the fittest’. We are not taught the truth that we have evolved from primarily frugivore ape-men or monkeys. If our ape relatives consume plants (and maybe a few insects at times because they are not so evolved), should we not have evolved higher up instead of fall down into our ethics, values and lose our heart to become more demonic, more carnivorous or omnivorous and more hunting oriented in the name of ancestral traditions?

By now due to the way humans are supposed to have ‘evolved’ from apes, we should be ‘breatharians’ and living in such harmony with nature that we evolve to non-harming in ways that no animal has before. We should be magical mystics who can shift our reality at our will instead of ‘hunting’, ‘seeking’, ‘wanting’…continually in greed and lust for satiation as other daemons or animals do.

We should be learning how to levitate, how to move objects with our mind and how to manifest things from thoughts instead of letting objects control us and drug our senses in our drunkenness of desires.

Our needs (or demands) for sex, food and constant cravings of entertainment taking over our consciousness 24×7 – a fair bit of time don’t you think are being wasted continually in materialistic pursuits and very very very less left for true spirituality?

Infact western ‘new-agey’ spirituality in the name of abundance manifestation (Tantra, Wicca, Magick and the like) has been brainwashing us that the purpose of spirituality is to make material life better and to help us get ‘more’ and ‘more’ in the name of ‘abundance’ – gratification of our senses, sex, beauty, luxury.

We should use telepathy and teleportation to communicate and travel but we are stuck to laptops and mobiles…dependent on our trains, bus, and air vehicles. Our spirits chained in the heavy garb or vehicles of our bodies (which are illusions) now even more enclosed with further physical vehicles all the time, made of metals blasted out of earth if not chopped trees, toxic plastic and murderous leather or hide-skin.

Instead of relying upon heavy physical technology and materialism of a system based on – consumerism and usurping all our planet’s resources, we should be spiritual and metaphysical now.

The energy we use should be inner energy and not coal, gas and natural resources that we exploit just for our industries. Even windmills, solar panels – why do we need so much energy from nature – mostly for food and housing, that require land, real estate, planet’s explpitation. Food, water and housing – basic needs which are used to control us, to prevent our ascension into spiritual form. Because of our struggles for food and shelter, we have NO TIME for discovering our real self, our spirit and its inner energy and powers. This is how we are controlled – through hardships, suffering and constant stress and strain of daily life draining us out for fear of losing our house, our food, our children.

Over 77 percent of our real estate in form of arable land is used by animal farming industry – we are fooled into thinking we have a human population problem when we have ten times more animals on land than humans, bred only to be killed every single year – appx 80 billion land animals and trillions of fish murdered each year after breeding via rape of females. Naturally we are struggling to survive with world hunger, land and water shortage and deadly diseases in every part of the world.

So why has this happened? Why have we as humans fallen instead of risen with time?

Why have we deteriorated mentally instead of discovered our inner powers and how to unleash our spiritual gifts for liberation of our species and for the rest of the world?

Why have we not evolved, or why have we devolved instead?

Because of one reason – a faulty education system propagated by our lower self mind (our lower nature, coiled kundalini, reptilian brain)) and spread all over the world by the western races of humans (some would say reptilian and insectoid humanoids) who have enslaved the whole world in our present simulation version of the matrix.

Our education system is widely designed to keep us engrossed in this matrix of consumerism, capitalism and materialism. We are learning how to get a job and contribute to the economic system – the sme money based system that wants to sell more things to us thereby exploiting our planet and nature constantly (perhaps with a false sense of ‘responsibly’, ‘sustainably’ now added in, to make us feel better at times).

If we are eager to learn and are taught mindfulness and meditation at any point of time in schools or Reiki classes, or any ashrams – it is only aimed at – keeping us calm, obedient and a perfect slave of the system – compliant to everything and everyone, no complaint, just compliant.

We are taught to obey, to harmonise with the human-centric world around us instead of looking withing ourselves and questioning everything deeply – to be happy. As a result we accept even the most evil, the most senseless and the most grotesque of our systems with a foolish smile on our faces in rapture of meditative bliss.

We are taught to use spiritual powers for improving our material lifestyle, to manifest money, house, sexual relations, family happiness and to stay here itself wthin the matrix – not to develop our inner spirit simply for breaking free from the physical rules of the matrix. (Most people do not even learn anything about spiritual powers, however basic.)

We should truly evolve and not continue to comply with constant social demands to agree with everyone else. Instead of being really stupid apes who have fallen deeper into the abyss of demonism by eating more, wanting more, seeking more from our planet, from our universe, by staying as perhistoric hunters and cavemen and taking energy from earth all the time – we should rise and ascend through spirtuality by learning how to bend the rules of the matrix of physicality.

We should be learning not maths, not english, not science and history from our textbooks and curriculum – but how to turn away from the temptations of the senses and from the distractions of day to day social world that keeps us halllucinating and fooled to believe in whatever we see, smell, taste, tough and hear -this neuro-sensory prison of our mind – of maya – is what we need to break free from.

If our education is a real education, we should first and foremost learn to question reality. To ask – where have we come from, why are we here and who we really are – instead of being taken round and round into scientific theories that prove nothing except the fact that the world is illusory, a program, a mathematical simulation where thoughts create our own reality.

To work with our third eye and higher ascension chakras and release oursleves from the false or artificial reality that is pulled over our eyes continually should be the goal of education. But.. we keep teaching our children the same old lies – of materialism – of physicality, of jobs and career, sex and relationships, cars and superfluous inventions. This is because we are sleeping and dreaming on, rearing on, reproducing and stationed here with the millions of our children we are looking after – grounded into this world – this matrix – …simply because we took the blue pill and passed on the same blue pill to them, our next generation, the new me on the same old earth we.

Ascension Blocks: Selfishness vs Earth Healing

What I keep repeatedly seeing is the same thing as before – the same thing seen years ago, not much change. People DO NOT CARE ABOUT EARTH. They just want to USE earth a little more, regenrate soil so they can exploit it even more…not because they love the planet….they love themselves. They want it all for them – human.

Have we ever done anything selflessly for other creatures, without trying to own land and to exploit the animals and birds…out if just the feeling for the planet, for others – for other species, not just the human race?

No – what we humans want to dig for is FOOD as if we are hungry all of the time. We want to own land, have less factory farming, less fossil fuels, not because we love our planet – it is because we love ourselves. We want to continue ownership of this planet as if our ancestors who killed other animals and destroyed nature through hunting, wars and deforestation were the real deal – they started owning our planet and now we must also buy and sell land, rent and lease land, borrow and steal land.

This land is just another RESOURCE for human beings.

Most people are so crazy about food, they have a lot of extra flesh in their bodies and still eat more out of habit, because three meals a day – we are programmed by the matrix to COMPLY. We do not even need it most of the time. But people these days are ONLY TALKING ABOUT FOOD. Anyone wants to check or test if we can meditate and go without food for a bit of time? No. They want Food System Change – planet based not because they care about animals, but because they want to revolutionise food industry and save resources.

Similarly when I used to organise EARTH Healing Network rituals for healing of planet – to plant crystals into earth, back to our soil or in oceans – to make intentions to heal our planet – all they cared about was – what is in it for ME.
They ALWAYS asked:
Will I get a wish fulfilled?
Will I have romance and sex?
Will I get a job or money?
A car, a house..more fashion?

They would not want to give those crystals away either most of the time, to earth – but keep it for themselves – after all it is worth some money, and it ‘gives wishes’. Not unless I supplied the stones for free. Thankfully I realised we do not even need to buy crystals any more, and contribute or fund exploitation of earth. I stopped trading in them.

But not those people – they came for all those earth healing rituals because to them earth healing meant – HOW TO HEAL OURSELVES BY USING EARTH’S ENERGY.

All the time – it was the same damn thing with people – frustration because it is still the same damn thing. Similar pattern, same story ..continued. But why?

We want to ‘Conserve’ other species, as humans – like Noah in his ark – a couple of them, on or two of each kind, to reproduce, make it two…and then they will establish a new earth…one where they have selected whom to kill, whom to breed, whom to keep in zoos, whom to keep in farms, whom to keep at home. Because thet are humans – the guardians the caretakers, the controllers. ‘Really good human-beings.’

These climate change earth activists too have ZERO interest in earth. They are interested in THEMSELVES. In Human world, their food, their future, their children, their own economy, their systems, their regeneration – not of earth, but to make soil better, to make air better – to make planet more liveable for them to continue being the whole and soul of the planet, the gods and goddesses who walk over earth – as Lords as Ladies – or simply as Humans who need to survive.

Bye bye organised religion, bye bye Wicca – Hello Climate change earth activism – same thing really!

What the hell!

EARTH =HEART is a palindrome for a reason. We do not need to heal it for a reason. To get something out of it is our heart chakra blocked.

Ascension is not happening on this planet here, because we are yet to evolve into a heart centered civilisation as humankind.

Think about it:

I am seeing other Human beings in their Ascended forms, am I?

Lyrans, Sirians, Pliedians, Arcturians – really?

Probably a toad can have an ascended self….why humans only?

But no we talk about Ascended masters and Ascended beings as if they are all going to be human souls ascending into the higher Matrix – more and more ego of humans – more and more self deception. Let us be aware that when we leave this planet we may not meet our human relatives at all in ascended forms or as spirits or beings in other dimensons. Maybe we are going to meet beings who are so different, so uch more wonderful than we imagined, not some humans with some artficial wings in a human owned heaven – but something completely UNLIKE humans.

Not a bearded human faced God, not a human skinned Goddess. Siting up on their divine thrones will be no Laxmi, no Parvati, no Maya in human body or form, no Athena, no Diana, no Shiva with a garland of snakes to control them, no Krishna playing flutes for any Radha or Mirabai…no Archangel Michael with a human body and two great big wings for special effects…gone are all our human lies. All our religions, to them we say goodbye.

No Wicca, No Christianity, No Islam, no Humanity…

No racism, no specieism…no isms, no tys. That will resemble Ascension a bit more. Because we opened our heart – that is where we find our home, not on earth which is illusion. Because we lost our ego and actually let go.

We do not go into ascension looking for a twin flame to have orgasms with, or looking for a star family to proudly go on adventures with in outer space. Those things do not pave our way to ascension. Because those things have nothing to do with our heart center. And nothing to do with healing, of earth, of ourselves or of anyone. For all we know we will only find more illusion, more deception, more fantasy and broken hearts, more trauma, more crime, more technological disasters, more abuse of resources, more planets being ripped apart and their metals and food stolen – more resources consumed to build our crafts… that is not Ascension to me.

If we build our ships we will know for a fact it is through the magic of illusion alone, no one was hurt for it, no planet intruded upon. When we eat food we will know it is only through our mental energy we manifested a substance to feed us with. When we have a soulmate, a family, a network, a twin flame, it will ourely our own heart opening and appearing as family. Not our manifestations of lower self, of unconsciousness, of people and deceptions to leave behind, to cut cords from by recognising our own mistakes, our own past selves. No longer we will crave to get something out of someone, from earth, from another planet, from land, some person, an idol or imagined God or being, from a Master or Goddess like creature. That might be more like Ascension.

Ascension: Levels of Consciousness

It is easy to talk about universal consciousness, galactic and multi-dimensional awakening from a personal point of view. In practicality awakening is a tremendously painful process when experienced ‘locally’ (this term locally came from not me but the spirit team). Thanks to them I do not need grammarly to correct my sentences.

For most people starting our in spirituality, the primary focus is on their personal aura, their inner peace, their healing from negativity, their emotional wellbeing and private mind-fulness. They learn how to channel reiki or energy for personal benefit, to heal their cells, to reduce symptoms of diseases first, perhaps a headache we are feeling or sensing now all of a suddenly, like I am at the back of the left side of my head (and I am asked to type that too), when we are on our smartphones, computers or wifi systems (which is a huge ource of headaches actually if we pay attention to it…develop sensitivity). Then we try healing our surroundings such as their personal crystals, which some people also use for personal relaxation and peace (until we do not any more). Listening to soothing sounds, music, positive mantras, satsangas (courses and discourses) from gurus and masters who speak soothing and enlightening words in meditative tone is hypnotic and beautiful. It helps us feel aligned with a higher consciousness, by taking a few minutes off the daily thinking process that our mind is constantly being engaged in – plugged into.

This reminds me of satsangas from various highly enlightened masters that I had attened several years ago, one being Osho Siddharth and Osho Shailendra (biological brother of Osho Rajneesh and their commune partners) and another being Brahmarshi Patriji of Pyramid Spiritual Societies movement, both of which I had joined if only for a while. In their satsangas never felt like there is someone ‘else’ talking to me, only that they were saying, infact- word to word, my thoughts, as if telepathicaly, and it always felt very strange and like a lucid dream, where my mind is revealed to me exactly as is…every word, and every gap between two words, exactly so…a mirror. The entire one hour to several hours plus satsangas actually were a tremendous streaming of consciousness flowing as if from my own mind but in their ovice. They were not the only ones though, many teachers, spiritualists, have felt the same, like they were inside me in my mind. There is never a difference of thought or opinion at all on one hand, which is good as no conflict ever arises with them, except when y ego sets in. But on the other hand, it feels unreal, as if it is merely my mind and nothing outside, or noone outside. ‘Is that all there is?’ – I wondered, the end of knowledge? Surely I am not the ONE or any enlighetned one at least. Am I sleeping in ‘kryonic’ state on a spaceship, plugged into a computer system and dreaming this world up magically while I am sleeping. How else can I explain the many projections everyday even of people? (Heal myself, I am told as the headache returns and this computer gets unbearable, I feel the heat of the wifi in my cheekbones even as I continue to type, eager to record my thoughts, if only for my own records).

Truly there is noone to know and nothing to know but the knower – and that is all the matrix can ever teach us. With these spiritual masters this was confirmed. But this is not how it feels when we are interacting with other people on a daily basis around us. With the person next door who barely talks to us, with the person in the next cubicle in the office, with the acquaintence you fell out from because of an argument…there are differences at a superficial level because we are not meditating and channeling pure consciousness. We struggle to be in alignment, to be understood, to be felt and to feel love, or at times even plain and basic intelligence from some people, as if they are not real, not there, not interested…like the many…many people in the matrix shown to Neo in the movie, simply holographically manifest or generated programs (from all walks of life).

Our daily struggle, relationship blockages, family situations, economic risks and financial crisis, our strife at work, career challenges and group dynamics affects us all the time while we live in the matrix. These are what feeds the matrix around us, taking energy our of us and delivering that energy to others seemingly around us, empowering the matrix so that we are controlled, or feel controlled even if we actually are not. So that we feel entangled and engrossed in ‘maya’ or illusion on a constant basis.

Self empowerment and personal healing, therefore becomes the most important beginning point for our personal ascension. It brings our energy back to our center, within us, reminding us that it is our mental energy projecting outwards creating the simulation of our world, our universe.

Strangely though, however many times we may try to cleanse our bodies, our mind, our emotional self, our chakras and auric layers, it is still difficult to get ‘rid of’ all the negative energy.

We want to feel positive but instead we find that the more we cleanse our own personal life negativity the more in alignement we are coming with universal conciousness to channel healing from, and the more we are being empowered with the mission of ‘planetary healing’. Shortly we turn our attention outwards to the state of the world and the more we do that, the more depressed and disillusioned we begin to feel all over again. Our little private bubble of personal contentment has burst finally (and thankfully so). We realize there is tremendous negative energy still there, no matter how much personal cleansing we conduct upon ourselves.

The negative energy is not just in our personal aura (or so it seems)…as empaths we feel sensitive to the state of our world and our planet, the cries of the animals murdered and trees killed and the soil and stones blasted off daily, the forest fires and the climate change and global warming, the melting of our poles. We are uncomfortable all over again. And we should be.

We can be as vegan and spiritual and as eco-friendly as we care to be in our personal bubbles (shrinking bubbles, they said) one through which we are shielding and coping, ways of staying ‘sane’ and normal in this crazy world. But how can we escape from that negativity that we sense so very daily around us as we go shopping in the supermarkets full of chopped body parts of murdered creatures wrapped in innocent looking plastic bags, as we walk down the road, as we interact with others who are blissfully or willingly ignorant? This frustrates us, unbearably. Why can we all not be enlightened, not all be awakened fully, why not all be if not awakened or enlightened at least conscious of very simple and basic things, like how not to kill someone? If everyone is a projection and all life a dream, why is it so that there is today, a single person who is angry, negative, evil, cruel or violent around us. Does this mean out inner self is not yet healed in totality? In short we are not ‘Home’ yet.

When we begin our spiritual lourney, at first we learn a few things such as meditation, affirmations, spells, chakra work, channeling energy, and for a few years it is beautiful… we are brimming with joy, success, enlightenment, happiness, bliss and peace and too eager to ‘heal our world and make it a better place’ as Michael Jackson would sing. Soon we realize it is not that very easy. Was Michael Jackson a perfect person, or is any one of us perfect in any way, any one of us, without negativity, without some form of it anyways? Our intentions may be grand but are we from within totally pure and free of negativity? (And for this question we ned to be entirely honest and go really deep inside). If we are not entirely free of negativity within, not complete, not really happy, how do we hope to manifest a perfect universe or even a happy world, a simulation – without completing the great work, this world within us to be healed first.

As Within, So Without – is not just about Intention or thoughts, that would merely be Air and Fire element in healing. Our emotion and behavior are the Water and Earth through which our reality condenses from spirit to matter into the dreamworld we live in, heaven or hell or somewhat both, mid-way…but looking at the world, taking an honest and fully informed look at it, our earth does not resemble heaven or mid-way even. Why would that be so?

It is said that the road to ‘hell’ is paved with good intentions. Obviously good intentions are not enough and merely the beginning but left to their own they may not manifest, we need to really put our heart and soul into it a hundred percent, through and through and work with our own behavior in this body or with any other body we might have, and we need to carry on our inner work with full sincerity and be honest with ourselves.

If we were ascending we will not be seeking a destination that is Ascension, not seeking a heaven above or desperate for light and love, for peace or bliss as a goal, an objective for ourselves, for our personal motivation, but selflessly attuned to the work we are undertaking. If we were to be dedicated to a destination called heaven, whether on earth or in the sky, one where we will be ‘permitted’ to enter or a selected few ‘selected’ for, then how different would we be to the billions of humans who are following religion solely for their goal or hope for being allowed into the sacred destination of the holy ones or their master Jesus or God, or ascended levels of creator, into a perfect place where they can live happily for all eternity, forgiven and allowed into the heavenly realms surrounding the thrones of their God or master/ deity? How different would we be if our Ascension be for our own peace and bliss as we leave the world and all its trauma and suffering behind for others to endure, for others to suffer, for others to even be punished in ‘hell’ with?

As spiritual being who have kindness and love in their hearts how can we allow even one being to suffer to be in pain or to be punished in hell while we ascend to our higher planes and close our hearts to the world below that we are proudly and hurriedly leaving behind in our quest on our multidimensional spaceships or with our twin-flames and angels who carry our tired souls off to another world even as this one is destroyed and going down under? (‘Karma’ my mind says, ‘we deserve it’…but ‘really’, says my heart – are we not able to forgive ourselves and heal each other?)

Surely this is not what awakening looks like to those of us who are empaths and are awakening today. To some of us the feeling of suffering feels as terrible to ourselves as it does to another person, one who is suffering without us in the matrix, or within us in reality. The demons and devils are within, so are the angels and deities of perfect love and light, and the billions and trillions who suffer each year, our victims, our self. We feel as if we suffer with them, a part of us does – a large part of us…gigantic infact. If we are united as one being, one soul, one universal consciousness, then how do we plan to abandon our own loved ones so gleefully and escape this condition that we call our world? (my guides are asking me to type the word Mahadi, I have never used this word before).

In my lucid dream last night I was given a diagram of Ascension, starting with the present solar system, our sun, then a path leading to another sun, probably Sirius – once again for the second time reinforcing Pleiedian and Arcturian or Galactic shift, following which there were two more levels or layers, two more paths, two more suns, the names of which were written but my attention went around them… outside of this…where there was a pitch dark , black space, the word written was ‘Mahamaya’ to the right and ‘Enlightenment’ below. This seems confusing at first but is not so, because in my previous posts I had written that to know the darkness (light on darkness) that is where enlightenment begins.

Mahamaya is a term described by ancient spiritualists from India or Vedic pholosophers of advaita (non-duality) as the great cosmic creatrix, the manifest and unmanifest energy of the universe, the potentiality that is infinity in appearance, unreal or illusion at best but still there, still significant, still omnipresent. It is this energy that everyone worships all over the world, as the creator, as God, as Goddess, as the supreme cause..as consciousness. Energy unconscious becoming conscious….it seems to be around us, but is it really within us? Is it really just one mind presenting many people, many animals, many trees, many planets and stars, many galaxies, many dimensions, many planes of consciousness, many universes, many beings of spirit, many masters, many selves? Could it all be – just an illusion, just a grand cosmic dream? Could it all merely (and regrettably) be a computer generated simulation at this solar level or any other level where we are ascending to? These are honest questions I ask without any concrete answers as yet.

If it is so, then why do we cry for our planet (sometimes I type plant instead of planet, a Freudian slip perhaps, my mind telling me things are not what they seem, an industrial plant, a machine world or an organic plant – there is a difference). We want to heal our earth which is certainly a simulation, but are we all just programs, all living beings mere simulation, our bodies, emotions, thoughts, all our suffering an illusion? If so, there is a hope of peace here that all those who suffered did not really suffer in truth, that it was merely a dream. But we felt it nevertheless.

We are empaths, healers and love based consciousness focused, simple and humble individuals who want there to be peace, kindness and a better world. That is why we hope to ascend, to the better universe, and for this matrix to fully ‘open up’ and fall apart like a dream ends, we cannot bear the untruth of suffering any longer and wish it would end just like Alice in Wonderland, calling out the cards of absurd reality for what they are, just a (plain) pack of cards, queens, kings …and all. In a world of truth, no one should be crying or in pain, noone abused or killed, no rape, no eco-cide, no destruction, only conscious beings who co-exist in peace, connected through love and light, for anything below that is simply meaningless and absurd and makes no sense whatsoever. There is no place for evil in a true world, it can only be untruth, duality, simulation, maya, and at least that is what I hope it is.

We can only believe and try to pray, heal or improve our awareness levels to a planetary conciousness, through all this pain and suffering of the world, feeling it in us, sensing and not ignoring it, realizing something through it, something very wrong….working with it… not ignoring it..but learning. From then on we progress to a galactic consciousness…and hope that with this awakening of consciousness there will (still) be an awakening of the real self, the one within, who remains awake inside – from this dream to the truth – that to me is Ascension… at least for now.

The Religious and Spiritual Hollow-Grams

New Age Spirituality and False Gurus have fooled us to believe that we need to accept all religions, all faiths, harmonise with the whole world, accept all there is, be blissful and so on. What we really need is people who call a spade a spade and are not ashamed to expose the stupidity, lies, evil and hollowness hidden in our religions and spiritual systems – control programs to keep us in the Matrix.


1. Monotheism: That ‘God’ – yes, that one who says Love me, you shall love God with all your heart and soul…etc etc…That God. Pure narcissim. Such a ‘God’ has created a world out of his mind (let there be Light, then he made earth, sky, stars) and then placed humans and put life into us (animations, puppets) who will be controlled in a Matrix (Eden, the vegan matrix where we ate fruits except that one forbidden mystery fruit) and then be contacted by an even more evil spirit (Satan) who will send us down into an even worse reality (Matrix 2) where we are banished from Eternal Eden and placed into a non vegan matrix which is where we all are. This God has come into our human society as a Jesus who will teach us things about how to love God and each other (strictly a human centric God), and grant us entry into a Heaven (another Matrix 3) if we love Him and follow his commandments, or into a Hell (Matrix 4) if we do not love Him and do not obey his rules….then what the Hell…he must be the Devil. Need more proof – just read the Bible and Koran and read it well – the number of horrible things, rape, violence, slavery, war, terrorism and crimes in those disgusting books is unbelievable. Which one should I quote and which one not to quote. Reading even one of those books is like reading a horror novel, one that gives you many nightmares, and children are made to read them.

2. Pagans: Thse Gods and Goddesses, yes those ones, who are of many forms, Yin and Yang, good and bad, male and female, those Gods and Goddesses, are also different imaginations of human ego. We attribute to them those things our vanity permits. Parvati is bathing in her privacy and fears being exposed, she creates a boy magically and asks him to protect her as her son and Shiva wants to enter the bathroom as it is his ‘right’ to see his wife naked, when stopped he kills the little boy by beheading. Then on hearing the boy was their son he kills an elephant by beheading and places his head on the boy’s body. How charming our religious fables are indeed. Krishna used to eve tease women and steal their clothes when they went bathing in river so they had to run out naked. How wonderful the imagination of MEN who create such Gods for us to worship and such Goddesses who will love such Gods – unconditional love – and be of service, bestowing abundance and children to them as Laxmis, protecting them as Kalis, giving them knowledge as Saraswatis. Men will get to be their charming abusive and sexually dominant self and women will worship that penis that is supposed to be their divine symbol that impregnates them and bathing it in milk of raped cows. Laxmi who massages feet of a sleeping Narayana. Rama who hunts deer. Western pagans are no less, placing the horns of killed animals, reindeers, antelopes, on their head, in their drunk ectsatic ritual, emulating ancestors who knew no better. Hedonism at its best. Religions of vanity, ego and pride where we celebrate the dominion of humans and wear animal skins and feathers of birds we have killed, beating thir skins as if we are back in the stone age in the name of shamanic, pagan ritual, Wicca, seasonal festivals for eating and using earth and harvesting it for food.


3. Meditation: Yes that meditation, one in which you simply turn off the TV, switch off from the ‘world’. Stop interacting with others. Ignore the fact that someone ate someone else for breakfast once again. Close your eyes and meditate. Just be at ‘peace’ and feel the ‘inner bliss’ and be home in your own self. Let go. Leave everything to that mystery man – God or woman Goddess who will solve all the worldly problems indeed – as if they ever have. Just be drunk, yes I said DEAD DRUNK in your own breath (maybe a few mushrooms or drugs too). Breathe in the bliss, breathe out the trouble. Be happy because that is your biggest goal in life. Sleep, dream, listen to lullabies that bring you closer to deeper and deeper apathy, where you feel nothing – for this is heaven within yourself. You are a divine being of love and light and you need to sleep (love yourself). Yes that meditation. There is no awakening there. No realisation, nothing except oblivion. No feeling, sensing, escaping the prison we are in, no awareness that we are controlled, in a simulation. Instead it is all about making us BELIEVE that this world is ok, we are ok, and all is well, and we need to be HERE in THIS world, and accept it – this simulation, this artificaial AI reality. That meditation.
When I see my friends arguing with a simple fact – that we are in a controlled programmed reality, that it is not truth, that we need to find a way out of this control program, the matrix system – they will passionately argue that I need to be like I used to be, my old self. The one who believed in all the above three spiritualities. The one who wrote books about them. The one who I will never be again. The old Me.

Top Ten Tips on Leaving the Matrix

1) We do not need toothpastes and toothbrushes – we can use licorice sticks, cinnamon sticks, neem sticks to clean teeth.

2) We do not need a single shampoo, soap, or detergent product, just sopanuts are all purpose cleansers.

3) We do not need a single piece of furniture. We do not need wooden tables, chairs, cupboards, because we can sit on floors, sleep on ground and sit cross legged. It is the unhealthy western lifestyle and diet that makes people obese and unable to sit without chairs and sleep without beds.

4) We do not need so many fashion items, clothes, accessories, jewellery – we need just a few clothes, handmade, second hand, natural fabrics are best. Bye bye washing machines because less is more.

5) We do not need to ruin our skin and hair with cosmetics and chemicals. My skin had and hair were ruined when I was shooting for The Chair episodes because of makeup and hairstyling.

6) We do not need printed books, papers and pens. We need digital technology products to be made eco friendly and without animal products.

7) Obviously we have no need for television, video games, cinemas, tablets, other stuff that is purely unrequired and causes headaches. With focus on meditation and telepathic powers we have no ned for outside info-tainment.

8) We do not need burgers, chips, sausages, tikkas, kebabs, pizzas, cakes, tea, coffee, alcholol, smokes, drugs. We need only simple fruits and fruit like vegetables. Have you ever seen an ape having a problem with bananas and tomatoes? Ergo, we do not need cooking range, ovens, microwaves and fridges. We do not need to kill animals or take their breastmilk or ovulation/ periods for our nutritional requirements. Trust me we are just apes gone mad, ruining our planet to extinction. It is a crime.

No government is going to tell you this. They only want you to keep buying, keep selling, things you do not need because we have built a stupid system that is designed for profit by exploiting the planet and getting us so busy earning money we have no time for meditation.

They have designed a system built on artifical human laws, machines that run this system with zero intuition.

They want us to get married, have children and keep adding to the army of slaves that serve them. If we all meditate and stop thinking of sex and relationships, we will be ready to ascend by focusing on who we are and finding the way out of the matrix. Our schools and colleges end up teaching children the same things taught before to keep us enslaved in job and profit system.

But those who are slaves of maya, the matrix will never let you know that. They will tell you there is no way out. That we just have to bow down and accept everything, and be ‘normal’. But are we normal? Look and humans and look at nature. There is nothing ‘normal’ about us. More importantly if nature is also an illusion created by the AI matrix program with fibonacci series encoding, we need to find our way out of it, and fast.

Evidence of Simulation or Dreaming?

Strange things I have noticed while living in the Matrix during Ascension.

1) Every thought manifests, negative or positive, known or unknown, conscious or subconscious.

2) People who come into our life are also part of this mental input-output in this system. Scientists explain it using Nick Bostrum’s simulation hypothesis but those of us who are into magic and making things happen through the power of the mind know that it is the mind creating reality. However both of these groups could be true, the universe working on a code, at the base of it, and we all interacting with it mentally, generating mental projections. Are the fractals of nature not sign enough that it is all a computer code?

3) What scientists seldom try to experiment or work with is actual personal experiences of how we manifest our life. If we have had struggles, negative karma is at the root of it, and this basically means that we had negative beliefs, unhelpful thoughts, unhealthy patterns carried over from our ancestors or family and past lives (apparently) or simply from within our subconsious mind that manifests as our ancestors, relatives and past lfe memories. These are all signs that reality is an illusion – we are simply supposed to remember something from our subconscious patterns that are keys to understand that it is all not really happening but in the mind and of the mind. There is no real person or real karma, but an imagined version of reality, stories based on thoughts and beliefs emerging out into the ‘show’ of life, appearances seem like a real world with real people around but it is more like a dream.

4) Relationships and money are a distraction from our purpose, to free ourselves from karma, and liberate ourselves from the matrix of mental projections all around us (maya) – This is something we need to understand, because Bollywood, Hollywood, TV, advertisements and music albums will fool us into making romance and sex a priority and entangle us in maya. We should all be meditating and trying to stretch the limits of what we can do in this reality, by breakign free from physicality or the rules of physics using more and more powerful magic. However people in my life who could be good psychics and gifted in mentalism chose to use it for being healers for others, to attract financial gains or relationships, or for wanting to help others, as they felt ‘there is no use of magic unless it helps someone.’ I disagree, because all others in this life are projections in any case, if we are healed from within and do not need to engage with Maya anymore, we will be ready to go to the next level and break free from the ‘code’ of the matrix rules, break the physical barriers of time and space – for example breatharianism, living outdoors in extreme climates, teleportation, telekinesis, levitation..not because of a grandoise need to be a superhero, but because it is a validation we are in a dream and lucid within it.

5) Money is an illusion. When I used to have a shop or PR business in Mumbai, each day whatever I afirmed would happen – almost instantly. For example a client walking in and purchasing something as soon as I thought of seeling that item. This was a daily process. Now I visualized that I am earning although not working and it has still happened although in a way I feel dependent on the system looking after my child, and it feels as if it is normal but it is not. It is just another sign that my mind is making things up, a story, no matter how positive or negative.

6) Intuition tarot, astrology – all work because of our belief. I used to before readings affirm that a person will come and ask for a reading, and be very happy with the cards or astrology, or my psychic messages or healing. I sometimes affirmed and visualized them giving a positive feedback – saying ‘wow, you have hit the nail on the head’ and a few minutes later this person, just as I had visualised, someone whom I never knew before would walk in and say exactly the same words. This happened multiple times. It felt like I am dreaming everything up. The acuracy of my readings, the clients, the positive feedback, everything. Including the money, no matter how little, although I felt guilty about it, eg rs 10,000 a day…I felt maybe casting a spell or affirming it into my life is wrong as it means I am not really working, and the ‘law of attraction’ and ‘the secret’ confirmed my theory as if it is all a product of my mind and did not feel right at some level but because of the popularity of these books I thought maybe I am great at manifesting reality and doing very well. All as I imagine, it would manifest everyday. It is only now that I see I was in an illusion and there is nothing great about being able to manifest anything, it is only because I am dreaming or unconscious.

7) Even facebook, emails, newsfeed, I would imagine a specific person send a very specific message and there it would appear that day. A person you are not in touch with for a long time and you think of them and they call you and say whatever you imagine they would talk about. Even the punctuation marks and words in the emails, and facebook messages would be exactly as I thought. It became obvious that they did not really exist out-there…that it is simply the mind and it feels there is noone really out there – as if it is all happening inside of me. Obviously there is no point being on social media and several times I have been guided to delete my profiles and I have done so and found no use of logging back in or creating any new profiles.

8) Talk about coronavirus. When I saw a post on a vegan group in early January 2020 of a woman eeating a bat, I immediately thought, why they should get a virius epidemic then only they will learn a lesson – and bam, a few days later all that was there in the news was coronaviris – covid-19. Although the original video might have been filmed several years ago as news states, the fact a thought of a virus epidemic goung global, is manifested all around within days of coming across that video for the first time. It does tell me it is not really happening but a dream. Infact at times I have walked around thinking maybe restaurants should be closed and they were the very next morning, or that there should be a lockdown and it was so.

9) In the last three years of Ascension I have literally seen people coming out of my third eye, wearing exactly what I imagined they will wear, down to every detail, colour, design, and saying exactly what I thought they will say, showing me what is Maya. Even doing impossible things, like walking through something solid, talking to my family members to tell me I am not hallucinating.

10) When you think of something and it manifests you might have temporary amnesia, as if you forget which thought cause it, or that you brought that situation upon yourself, no matter how good or bad. Our emotional reactions to those new situations are too overwhelming for us to remember that we created those situations, good and bad both. It also happens in a way that appears as natural as possible. Try it – and try it everyday. Make something happen and note down in your diary what you want to manifest. Then when it happens refer back to the notes.

11) Even our dreams at night, our angels, psychic or angelic messages, all are a creation of our beliefs. I have manifested several dreams as lucid as they can be, they were what I created in my mind, and met several angels and demons both, just like humans, it is all illusion. when I have affirmed I will get an absolutely accurate message and accurate guidance, it manifests just as I thought. God or angels or goddesses are all manifest in our dreams and in our projected multidimensional realities, in our intuition and clairvoyance or inside us because it is a part of the self that is awakening and making it clear that all around there is nothing but illusion, predictable as the Oracle program of the matrix.

12) Authorities, law, court, I have tried the same approach of trying to manifest something through the third eye and it has never failed me, as if even police men and judges are from my mind – like agents of the Matrix, their work is to keep me trapped in this dreamworld and ensure I do not wake up. I do not believe there is anyone out there. Anything negative or positive is emerging from the mind and I have tried to have this confirmed by asking for a sign from the matrix that someone will talk to me and tell me that I am in the matrix, and even that has been confirmed. As soon as I ask for a sign of someone validating the matrix to me it is presented on the same day, within the timeframe I requested.

13) I do not believe a single thing or person in our reality is for real. It is all simply a holographic projection, including us, our bodies here. At times I have tried that in a conversation of two people, I made someone say something entirely strange and impossible to believe, and they did just that, as if there were no people and no conversations, but all projections.

14) I am no longer seeing any financial gain, comfort or relationship in this world through this matrix program. I would not suggest anyone falls for new age and materialisitic concepts that keep us chasing after success, romance and other delusions that keep us engrossed in this mental universe. Instead we need to return to ourselves, who are we – wehere is our true self, the world of truth. This is the path of ascetics, celibacy, withdrawal from senses, disengagement from the mind, being with yourself and seeking truth instead of worldly things or relationships. Clearly noone would like this path. It is something people will want to avoid, as the ‘blue pill’ is much easier to take than the ‘red pill’.

15) The new age and material/sensual tantra, affirmations, spells and magic has us focus on seeking sensual enjoyment which has no meaning – except staing and surviving in this matrix as comfortably as possible – the ‘blue pill’. However our presence as humans in this world has become a negative thing – as earth has suffered apparently due to our materialism. Every house we build takes something away from another animal and felling of trees. Every grain of food we eat causes death to someone else, vegan or nonvegan, although vegans try to consciously minimise harm as we all should. The fact that it is impossible to be living and be of any good to ourselves or the world is reason enough to want this matrix program or simulation to end for good. Probably the evil and negativity in the world are a sign of detachment.

16) No happiness can be found in any of the things in the world and we should not seek happiness either. We need to dance in truth not in maya, be happy alone, be alright with truth even if it not comfortable.

17) The energy in our world is not real energy, it is simply the mind acting out and telling us stories. This energy or shakti is not truth or God or the ultimate creator. It is simply the matrix energy playing out a reality show. I no longer worship it. If there was a real God or Goddess who was benevolent or a saviour then there will be absolutely no evil – the fact that the energy of the universe is neutral and creates both good and bad constantly using input-output of mind is a big fact that we cannot dispute.

18) My experiments with reality being influenced with the mind, has left me with no doubt that things are projected from my mind and mental state, whether positive or negative. I used to try and focus on earth healing and manifesting the best version of this reality, but it seems another illusion to do so, after all ‘a cage no matter how beautiful is still a cage’. I have trying to heal the planet and while it seems to work superficially, the evil apparently visible to me is way too deep for me to want to heal it, it seems so unreal, so impossible to believe, that it is best it is unreal and a sign that I am not supposed to love the world at all.

19) This is not a ‘reality’ but an illusion – just like a matrix of lies. Noone here can tell us anything more than this – no fancy boks, no famous gurus, no philosophers or scientific theories can give us anything more than this. This is where the road ends. In the past I have attended satsangas and spiritual programs where famous gurus spoke to large numbers of people, and it seemed like it was all happening in my mind, they would at times say word to word what I would think or make them say. I would not expect other people to be able to connect with me that way at all as they would not be able to articulate those subjects or thoughts, or so I believed. However recently I have tried imagining a client telling me she is not real and appeared just because I thought of her, and when she said exactly what I had thought and made her say when she suddenly called me one day….it was so sudden that I forgot I had manifested that too.

20) Trying to use the matrix to gain any power, fame, money, romance by imagining ourt new realities, is also a trap to keep us asleep in this dreamworld. because our real body is not even here. Instead the right thing is to discover who we are and where our real self is. That is what Ascension and True Awakening is all about. I have tried manifesting spaceships or aliens but only landed a drone right above the hand from which I was projecting a ship flying above me and it was as dramatic as anything can be, a drone appearing just there and then. My fear is that if there are spaceships landing on earth then we will be engrossed more in the Maya or illusion which will become even more interesting and complex. A boring world where things are mundane is much easier to detach from.

21) So what keeps me busy here in the world. Why am I writing even. Maybe I am just understanding myself and not really looking for answers or intreactions or comments. It is best that way because getting involved in having followers or being a bestseller will only have me entangled more in ego and material success when the need of the hour is to ascend and detach from Maya. The best of the spiritual writers, musicians, healers are feeling alone and unable to engage with the world, unable to get success or popularity because the time has come to wake up and not chase anything in this world any more.

22) Why do we eat food, when it is simply bits and bytes and not real bites? Why don’t we just let go and stop interacting with the world. In my case it is my child, and the fact that vulnerable children depend on us too much for us to let go. It is the same with a pet or animals in the world who suffer and need us to care for them and save them from danger.  I remember when I manifested a woman who appeared out of my mind, stepping over a big hedge as if she stepped over a small blade of grass…and I was not ready to question that or ask her how, when clearly it was playing out of my mind. I was more worried about getting back home and cooking for my family. That is when a voice told me I want to go back and cook and that was the end of the road again. Clearly it is responsibilities we have undertaken this this world that keep us earthbound or in the matrix universe, unable to seek truth or liberation.

23) In the past I would perform magical works, practice something like astral travel, telekinesis to an extent, mind reading, zener cards and they really gave me amazing validations, even in small groups of students when I taught them how to read zener cards without seeing the images and they felt amazed that they could do it. Obviously they were also part of my mind, as I affirmed the workshops that day would happen exactly the same way, people appearing and validating that I was a good teacher or that they were experiencing miracles because I consciously affirmed they would do so.

24) I should have stipped right there and not thought of engaging in the worldly ways or relationships, material success, trying to pay rent or loans, or make a living and tried living on without food or shelter, as I was single and had no responsibility of any other person then. It is reading books about new age concepts of material-spiritual balance that made me fall into the reality deeper underground, where I was entangled into romance, money, working, having a family, just to prove I was following the laws of spiritual-material balance, and this was my ‘blue pill’. I would not suggest anyone takes it if they are serious about leaving the matrix.  Rather stay alone, work on breaking the physical laws of the universe with third-eye, let the impossible take place, be without doubt that there is no reality here and detach from all that is instead of being ‘one with all there is’.

25) It is not God or any Devi Shakti who is omnipresent but only ‘Maya’ or illusion and everyone worships this illusion. Never trust or follow any religion or spiritual philosphy or guru or any spiritual book or material – as Morpheus said in the famous movie ‘the Matrix cannot tell you who you are, you have to find it for yourself’. Any books or masters or gurus, can only lead you back to yourself, a full circle. If I am dreaming then every person in the known or visible world or in my dreams is in my mind, a projection. There is nothing to know except the knowler – and that is the end of knowledge – Know Thyself.

So why not take social distancing as a wake up call and detach from empty and hollow universe and the false projection of society to return to the self.

16 Signs of Narcisstic Pattern of Abuse – by Melanie Howarth

Naricisstic abuse is a phenomena that a lot of us are hearing about off late but it has been a fact of life since millenia. In this article Melaine Howarth, reputed tarot expert who counsels individuals over Tarot and Tea (psychic and healing services), gives us a few pointers to help us distance ourselves permanently from narcissistic abusers by recognising these entwined patterns.

Narcissism is a trait, the term being inspired by the Greek myth of Narcissus who was in love with his own reflection in water. Narcisisstic abuse on the other hand is about narcissists using other people emotionally and manipulatively towards their own self-serving agenda of drawing all sympathy and attention towards themselves.

Empaths, healers and kind or compassionate people often are highly attractive to Narcissistic Abusers who present themseves as needing the empathy they demand. When you get drawn into their drama, using a variety of tactics, narcisstic Abusers drain their victims out to focus entirely on themselves and their own myriad needs, sometimes in conjunction with other forms of abuse. These tactics are not limited to the following:

  1. Forced Intimacy: Usually at the beginning of a relationship, a person who is a Narcissistic Abuser might want to force themselves upon you, mentally, emotionally and at times using physical intimacy. They might begin the relationship by immediately declaring their affections or love, or expecting you to accept them completely and unconditionally at their sudden, persistent and intimate demands for affection.
  2. Oversharing: They could since the start of the association, share all about their childhood, their previous rejections and emotional hurts, and their life history or family traumas to secure sympathy from you. Be forewarned that if they are complaining about their ex partners or previous interests to you in the beginning, then you might be the next person they will complain about once you begin to move away from them.
  3. Future Faking: Tall promises may be projected by Narcissists to their prospective partners, often convincing you that they will be the ideal person to fulfil your dreams and ambitions, and making you comfortable with an imaginary future where you will be secure and fulfilling all your goals and desires with them.
  4. Triangulation: In case you ever express any loss of confidence in them, they will try to bring in another person, which need may or may not be another romantic interest. For example it could be another member of their family, or a friend, in an attempt to make you feel insecure. They will use this other person to make you feel that you need to vie for their attention or prove your affection, as there is someone else who supports them entirely and you will feel like your are judged.
  5. Managing Down Expectations: Once the relationship is mid-way if you feel that you are losing out on your life goals and plans, and not paying attention to your own needs, they will try to make you feel content with having less of whatever you had initially planned for in your life. They will justify you having to live with them or being part of their life even if it is directly or indirectly harmful to your abundance and best interest.
  6. Shock Tactics: To get more energy and attention from you, especially when you are returning to your senses or trying to move away from them, they will use shock tactics, for example threatening self harm or suicide, or displaying that they are in pain, or showering a lot of false concern. They may also try to gain your respect and gratitude by suddenly declaring something positive so that you gratify them. They will exhibit sudden behaviors that shock you so that you have no idea how to react, and get confused.
  7. Love Bombing: On one hand narcissistic abusers will gratify themselves and make you feel drained, on the other hand they will, in case you try to move away from them, bestow you with flowers, gifts or intimacy when you expect it the least so that you stop waking up from their manipulation and get overwhelmed with their sudden care and concern to yourself, no matter how shortlived.
  8. Plausible Deniablility: Complete denial of all their negative behavior and the possibility that they are at fault is a common factor in narcissistic abuse. These abusers deeply lack empathy towards others and never acknowledge or understand how their behavior affects those who are their victims. They are more likely to blame you instead of accepting their own guilt at any point of time.
  9. Distraction Reaction: Distract, confuse, disorient are the three words that underlie the manipulative urge to control you. The moment you start seeing through them, they suddenly express something that makes you focus on something else entirely so that least attention is given to the important issue of the abuse you are facing, and all attention instead goes to a non-issue that pops up out of nowhere.
  10. Gas Lighting: Telling you that you are crazy, mentally ill, that something is inherently wrong with you, your family members, your child, or another issue that is completely false and yet brought to attention is a tactic used by Narcissist abuser. More often than not, they succeed in gas-lighting you or others by making a convicing propositon based on a false premise so that you feel as if something is actually wrong with you or your supporting family or friends so that you get isolated and shamed.
  11. Guilt Tripping: Making you feel bad about wanting to leave them, making you feel like a terrible person, someone who is not nice to them, lacking ’empathy’ to them, not being supportive, caring or loving enough to them, accusing that you are hurting them, and other forms of strong emotional blackmail is used by narcissistic abusers to keep you from going away.
  12. Confidence Erosion: To reduce your self-importance, narcisstic abusers state things that are negative about you and indicte that you are a ‘loser’, ‘bankrupt’, ‘unsuccessful in life’ and by making you feel worthless by name calling. Your confidence may also be at an all time low simply because your life has indeed been harmed by their overwhelming, all-mighty and omnipresent behavior, they make you as dependent on them as possible and ensure you have no faith left in yourself.
  13. Silent Treatment/ Abandonment: At times when you expose your vulnerabilities, in an attempt to control you, narcissistic abusers will stop talking, show how cold they are, withdraw their symapthy, and leave you to yourself when you may be ill, needing comfort or in pain, or when you express any difficulties with the relationship. It wil feel as if you do not exist at times and your efforts do not matter as you remain unheard.
  14. Victim Mentality: The best defense is offense, seems to be the tactic of Narcissistic Abusers. They will declare to the whole world that they are the victims and you are the one who was actually guity of causing harm to them. They will blame you in every possible way, by showing that you are the abusive partner and even call you a narcissist instead of accepting that you are their victim and they are at fault. They will also declare themselves as mentally depressed, suicidal, in trauma due to your behavior or pretend to be physically hurt by you and complain about your behavior.
  15. Hoovering: Naricssistic Abusers want you to be as trapped as possible and as comfortable and used to their constant presence in your life, so that it is impossible to escape. They will be around you as much as they can if they feel you are moving away and try to monitor your movements.
  16. Control and Control Validation: Not only will Narcissistic Abusers control your psychologically and emotionally using manipulations, lies, melodrama and acting-out, they will also justify their behaviors. For example if they check your emails or intrude upon your social media activities, they may state that they are doing this to protect you, not allowing you to meet others as you are naive and they are keeping you safe from harm. Iterfering in your business or private matters will be justified by saying they are caring, or that you are physically or mentally ill and need their support. As such they will make you feel as controlled, isolated and helpless as possible and get away with it by saying that they are justified in doing so.

The only way to be safe from the dangers of Narcissistic Abuse is to completely cut off from these individuals, to have no contact whatsoever, and to seek therapy and counselling to make sense of what happened to you. The key to your freedom is to be able to move on without being lured back into fulfilling the endless pit of demands of narcissistic abusers.

 

Based on inputs from Melanie Howarth.

melanieMelanie Howarth has been studying and giving Tarot readings for over 30 years and in addition to being a Therapeutic Tarot Practitioner, and a Holistic Health Therapist. https://www.tarotandtea.co.uk

 

 

Online Training Program: Healing, Tarot and Ascension

Workshops and Training Sessions are available for the following:

  • Healing and Meditation Skills: Learn how to channel spiritual energy from the higher self through awakening your chakras, learning how to conduct energy through your body, mind and spirit using breath, third eye focus and mindfulness exercises. You will also be trained on how to feel and sense your spiritual or life-force energy and how to send it forth for healing of situations in your life or of others who might need your help.
  • Tarot Training: Learn how to read a standard deck of 78 cards using Angels Tarot in comparison with Rider Waite with each card denoting an angel with a specific name and intention. You shall be trained on how to combine your intuition with an understanding of the meanings of each card and practice how to take a reading for yourself using tarot spreads. You can also learn how to meditate and manifest with the cards and the angels during this workshop.
  • Manifest your Life: If you wish to enjoy creating a future of your highest vision, this is a chance for you to learn how to practice affirmations, visualize a desired reality, shape the energy of your personal life, choose relationships consciously, protect yourself, ground and release unwanted energy and receive powerful blessings from your higher self for radical transformations in your reality or to help others who may require your support.
  • Ascension Training: If you are interested in self realization and awakening from the Matrix and have a genuine interest in higher consciousness, this program is for you. Learn how to connect with your higher consciousness, twin flame and source for ascension into higher dimensions. If you are experiencing any of the signs and symptoms of ascension and noticing changes in your dreams, body, energy levels, relationships, career paths and otherwordly phenomena of psychic nature, you may be on your way to Ascension. You shall be helped in this journey and helped in connecting with the Ascended beings and star family who will take over your training in due course of time.

The training programs are offered initially over email once a week and questions answered over email during the three months. These include upto 12 sessions of one hour of one to one video call, each spaced at weekly intervels at the price of 222 GBP for the four topics. (*The price may be subject to change to 333 GBP in future.) You will also receive a printed and signed Angels Tarot and Inner Goddess card deck copy by post (limited edition, available for a short time). Notes and assessment will be delivered each week during the three months program for all topics.

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Our Common Ascension Symptoms

Ever wondered why we are here in this world? Is it only to eat, drink and enjoy life, or is there a mission, purpose or even any point to all of this?

Most people do not wonder. They are so eager to pay their bills and move on to their next appointment or task in their schedule, to even spend a minute and ponder over the most basis questions of life.

As a result while most our life is spent ignoring our dreams, our psychic messages, intuitions and channeled energy that is constantly flowing into our system, only some times do some people meditate and pay attention to their spirit and to what is going on within at a deeper level than merely their own thoughts, emotions and physical activities.

Are we spirit beings or mere physical machines, do we have souls, and are we interconnected? These are questions that we have asked before numerous times and the answers more than often have been in affirmative of the idea that we are multi-dimensional beings and we have spirits, angels or masters who are parts of our higher self, connected with us to help in our awakening and ascension.

Those of us who are interested vaguely in spirituality, are together experiencing some very interesting ascension symptoms which are all contact or activation of Spirit/ Higher self team/ Angels/ Ascended masters from beyond this Matrix who are aware of what is going on in our Matrix and are giving us a clear message on moment to moment basis if we listen.

Why?

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1. It all begins with meditation. You might have meditated you have cleared your chakras and channels to receive messages, intuition and psychic downloads from your higher chakras to lower, from major to minor chakras.

2. You will have interest in or have done magickal training, manifestation or energy healing in past.

3. You have interest in or have made effort in planetary healing and consciousness of earth in the matrix and chosen to awaken compassion and are an ’empath’ who is heart centred.

4. You are interested in what is the truth behind as well as beyond the matrix / veil and have asked for contact from your higher self/ spirit/ starship / star family and twin flame.

How?

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You might have or if you have not yet done so yet, worked with a Crystal Grid to send a signal to your star family/ ascended masters/ divine feminine/masculine multi-dimensional twin and ancestors. For some of us meditation and third eye works on it’s own with or without conscious intention or spells. For many of us our dreams are guiding us quite lucidly to help us contact our ship/ higher self. Sometimes your ascended higher self might take you up towards freedom.

You keep a dream diary and note every lucid dream or intuitive message with date and time and notice the connections or patterns.

Symptoms:

 

1. Clear dreams that seem real enough to ‘woke’ you up that life is a dream…until you have open eye visions/ dreaming or clairvoyance constantly and they will be remarkably accurate to show what is to follow in life, sometimes instantly or over long term.

2. Ringing in ears that is followed by a phone call or contact via clairaudience which will develop into constant receiving of clear messages that are predictive and guiding and proof is accuracy and clarity. You will also hear sounds from nowhere around or hear amazing music or even see dreams with Rich multisensory content.

3. You will get ticklish sensation in nostrils and smells from nowhere to awaken clairallience and help you in breathwork, or to show you that what is around is merely fed from the matrix, eg smell of a flower which is away from you and you smell it later to validate the message.

4. You will get sensations or salivation in mouth to awaken clairgustance and also to help you get accurate messages.

5. Sensations all over body, eyebrow, pupil and eye movements, lips, tongue movement, sensations in teeth, tickles, tingles, pricks or pain in heels, jaw, legs, knee, stomach, heart and chest pressure, pain or emptiness, sometimes pleasant or sometimes terrible sensations, each are clairsentience and giving a clear message of the matrix drama unfolding around you.

6. You might sense negative energy, attachments, entities and demonic influences to be cleared off from your energy field and deep within, not just in your outer aura but real manifestation of people in your life whom you will meet sooner or later. Their faces and names might be foreseen in your dreams along with their demonic names in other dimensions to warn you of danger from others in your current matrix.

7. You might get several thoughts and words racing in your head at once or feel junk clearing off, downloads and spaciness, memories lost or found, time missing, timeline shifting spookily. In some cases you can pay attention to a dream where your spirit team has contacted you and you can see the work they are doing. They will send you a message either physically or through channeling about what is going on at times.

8. Voice activation in which your throat might give sensations and voice training to help you speak directly to your ship or higher self. Messaged downloaded as tingles from above crown to ear and throat..and messages sent to your higher self from heart to throat and higher will be the start of such a conversation.

9. Repeated words and messages of importance and predictive nature will be notified and at times these will be loud and at times gentle whispers in ears or from inside you.

10. Emotions will be expressed and channeled freely and spontaneously, smile, joy, tears, hurt, depression, control, anger about your life or people around you.

11. Sexual energy may be blocked by the twin flame trying to help you out of unwanted or abusive relationship for healing yourself. At other times your vagus nerve activated on it’s own to generate sexual current internally which is from nowhere or from no thought but you are channeling a message and remain detached.

12. Seeing the matrix as a vibration, energy waves shifting around you, the ground, your room, words printed on paper, your carbon cup turning to vibration, energy flow are signs big changes are coming your way.

13. Out of body experience, sudden transfer to a ship, an astral vehicle where you will see what is manifesting in lower world projection over years but encapsulated in one quick or short otherworldly visit in your ship or over time may be expected.

Helpful Hints:

1. Mediumship training with psychics and spiritual groups who are mediums will help practice and train yourself in the skills. Those who use divination tools such as tarot will receive direct psychic message now on with or without help of tools. Meditation, psychic and healing work is great solitary too.

2. Earth healing for planetary good as well as consciousness practices for environment, non use of plastic or synthetics, vegan and social activism for compassion, non-materialistic minimalism, controlled fasting, positive, non-harming and ethical life to have as less impact or karma leftover in the matrix to see how you can transform reality on a greater scale with thoughts and align your actions with your new reality manifesting in new earth or your ship or your chosen planet or dimension. You carry the world within you raising collective higher.

This is the most crucial step to true angelic Ascension vs mere psychic awakening at mental level.

3. Let yourself remain detached from relationship melodrama and choose your authentic and higher self to rise above your matrix fully. No more people pleasing, trying to fit in, or lowering your frequency to suit masses or society. No more being controlled by others once you see how you are controlled by your own dream.

4. Ask for a sign or reminder you are in the Matrix and not home yet. Make an intention for something unnatural..and see it manifest quite bizzarely against all logic. Eg. Think of a situation exacty as you want it…people or things and watch them appear make them do something…consciously eg a Facebook message or video, a doorbell sound or knock, someone wearing a particular outfit in certain colours, an animal appearing suddenly, a helicopter, drone, whatever you think.. anything can happen. Keep practicing in relaxed state with third eye.

5. Work with your dreams and see how everything is a dream within/ without a dream.

6. Let your spirit team help you in training you directly, it could be Archangel Michael fighting demons to cut off cords and multiple Angels helping you detach from surrounding world or helping you in healing yourself and others.

Based on personal experience thanks to the team!

I am asked to write and write to ask your own sharing of experiences of any of these or additional information you may enlighten us with.

(Please note these symptoms have nothing to do with any kind of drug induced psychedelic trance)

Karma: Myths vs Facts

In spirituality we often hear the term ‘Karma’. But what does this word imply and what does it teach us? Different people seem to have different ideas about ‘karma’ or the ‘law of karma’. Here are a few important reminders of what karma is or is not.

  1. Karma versus ‘Result’. As opposed to ‘kama’ which means sensual desire, karma is  a word that means ‘action’. Karma is all about what you do or ‘give out’ in terms of your frequency, energy and work in your timeline, and not about what you receive from the world. One of the popular quotes regarding Karma in the scripture of Bhagwat Geeta attributed to Lord Krishna is ‘karmanye vadhikaraste, ma phaleshu kada chana’  which means ‘your entitlement is upon your action itself, not on the resultant fruit of the action’. If our focus is upon what we are going to gain personally from any work, whether compliments, acceptance, appreciation or any comfort, pleasure or material gain, then the work we have undertaken is not a joy in itself. Karma is all about joyfully doing good simply because it is in alignment with who you are – with your true nature. Karma is not about focusing on getting what you want or desire in life or about harboring expectations from yourself or others as this would only result in confusion, stress or worry. In case you have done or are doing your very best and still in a bad phase of life or not receiving something your heart desires, it does not mean that karma did not work for you. In short: Karma is your work, not something that has to work for you. Therefore it is prudent for us to perform righteous actions without worrying about any guaranteed outcome – simply because how we choose to be, and what we do with the time we have is all that matters ultimately. Our present moment is our only ‘present’ and therefore the key to happiness.
  2. Karma versus Reincarnation: A lot of people use karma and ‘past life effects’, interchangably. As such popular beliefs in certain religions are that our karma is carried over from our past life, hence the fruits of our actions of past life are released in present lifetime and those of our present actions in our future lifetimes.  This is not necessarily so, because the consequences of our karma can manifest before us at lightning speed too and not necessarily over centuries of reincarnating. Whether or not you believe in reincarnation, you can still believe in the importance of taking responsiblity for your own present actions. Whether the fruits of your actions are materializing in front of you in the present, or might be manifest in the future, is not always important. The important thing to understand is that our focus must be on learning how to take responsibility for our actions.
  3. Karma and Lessons: Whether the fruits we are consuming in the form of our life situations are bitter or sweet, the choices we have made in our past are responsible for the same. Hence, the important thing to do is to allow ourselves to experience our life situations with awareness, and learn our lessons instead of blaming the situations we have manifested for ourselves due to our behaviors in the past or present lifetimes. Basically – we create our own realities or situations in this matrix of mind. We are manifesting this life just like a dream that is emerging from our mental universe. Our most important lesson is that the world and all its situations are ‘maya’ or an impermanent illusion. Spirituality is about returning to ourself. What is really important is the way we behave and whether we have raised our soul frequency to a level that feels positive. Hence we can from now onwards choose to undertake only those activities that are truthful, harmless and compassionate to ourselves and other beings, as opposed to any selfish or unkind acts of our past. Learning our lesson sets us free.
  4. Karma versus Judgement: While the law of karma indicates that the actions we ‘seed’ give rise to the ‘fruits’ of our consequences, eventually, it is also true that our actions are all we have TRUE power over. Karma is not about judging ourselves but only about our actions. Judging a person is entirely unnecessary at any point of time. If we begin judging ourselves as ‘good’ or ‘bad’ or someone else as so, we miss the entire point of karma. Karma is not a punishment meted out to someone who is being judged by us as good or evil. The judgement is only about the action and not over the person. The action we or someone else undertakes is temporal, it is not all that we are or all that they can be. Although the consequences of any irresponsible action can at times be hard on ourselves and on others for a longer period of time, we can still learn from our mistakes, introspect and deliberate over our actions at the next chance we get. We can even try to set things right for ourselves and others to the best of our capacity on realizing what we did. This is what makes us a conscious being. Karma releases us from this huge burden of judgement by detaching ourselves from the actions entirely. We may have acted in horrible ways in the past and this need not be the way we act in our present. Learning from our past and making conscious choices in the present is what karma is all about.
  5. Karma and Forgiveness: No matter how terrible an action might have been, forgiveness is easy once we understand that a person need not be judged for the action, only the action itself. We can forgive ourselves and others. Saying ‘sorry’ casually is not an entitlement for forgiveness. Forgiveness is all about introspection in a genuine way, about focusing upon the works of our past and letting go of those behavior patterns that have led to any harm to ourselves or others. We can also choose to be forgiving towards others in our own capacity, by allowing someone to change should they want to. Forgiveness is also an action however and it does not guarantee that the person we forgive will necessarily change or transform their behavior patterns entirely, or permanently, or that they will necessarily be grateful to us or will learn their lessons. Forgiveness is a gentle act of unconditional love without the focus on receiving anything in return. It is only apt to forgive as it is something that makes us feel detached from the actions of others and let the responsibility of change of behavior be on the person who needs to take this responsiblity.
  6. Karma and Awakening: We are all learning how we manifest our present holographic reality matrix with our own inner and outer behaviors. It is exactly like a dream where our mental conscious or subconscious energy plays our in accordance with the rules of the program that is running in the background. In our dreams too we work, play, feel romantic, sleep, bear children, go outside, swim, go to the toilet, eat food, and do everything we can do in our so called ‘waking’ moments. These dreams are emerging from the subconscious and become increasingly more lucid as we gain consciousness. We in our lucidity, can think and shape our dreams consciously. We can choose what to dream of and can fly at our will in our dreams or ‘astral travel’. Everything that is visible is a fractal projection of our imagnation. The same rule apply in our present manifest reality or dream-world in the matrix. When we gain consciousness we can magically alter our reality and even reprogram the rules to an extent imaginable to us. If the ‘law of attraction’, ‘the law of manifestation’ or ‘magick’ works for us, and our thoughts are turning into things, people or situations we encounter, it is simply a very clear validation that we are in the ‘matrix’ of our mind and hence ‘dreaming’ and our mind is making everything and everyone appear in our life. Spiritual awakening is a process that we can choose to experience if and only if we are ready to take the ‘red-pill’ of truth as opposed to the ‘blue-pill’ of maya that keeps us dreaming in the matrix.

 

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